I used to think when I began my spiritual path consciously that I had to be perfect. I thought I had to live like a saint. That I couldn’t be angry or say how I felt because I represented the light.
I tried to ignore my humanness. I saw that as a weakness when in reality I am in a human body experiencing life through the eyes of a human. It goes without saying that I can’t escape that and neither can you.
What we can do is learn to control our thoughts and emotions the two biggest weaknesses of the human condition. As I work with the masters and the rays I have come to understand this world has no equality or justice. It is up to us healers to first understand who we are and how we fit in the plan. What is our calling? Then embrace it like no other.
I love being a healer there are times I don’t love the path of ascension, in fact there are days I hate it because it makes reach beyond my comfort zone.
But isn’t that the point? if I as a healer can not step out of my comfort zone and accept that today I am having a hard time how am I supposed to serve those in the same place. Give solid direction and lead you to your best, even if that best is not as good as you think you can be, it is better than you were yesterday, and tomorrow who knows?
The biggest lesson I have learned is it’s ok to feel out of place, it’s ok to feel unsettled. It’s ok to feel what you are feeling, acknowledge it, find it’s cause and then using spiritual guidelines and the teaching of the ascended masters transmute it.