The answers you seek on your spiritual awakening journey, cannot be found in the chaotic outer world.
Let go of the man made distractions and scenarios for the purpose of generating fear in the matrix.
It is best to tune within, meditate, with your attention on your heart center, and listen to the whispers of your Soul. ~Kejraj

Thank You. Listen to the birds, bees, leaves and trees. They will also teach you so much, things you will (absolutely) never forget.
The point is, tie up loose ends. That is how you deal with difficult sentiments. When one is so wounded from a lack of action on specific things and the mind expects that you give something a PROPER chance, do so.
I am leading and pushing ahead regardless of any obstacle in my path, I cried at several work and I stand alone in my struggle against countless factors. Someone told me that being alone in this struggle means you are number one. I still push to remove aberrations but without a balanced lotus of information timeline shakeups are inevitable. Perfectionistic thinking and lack of appreciation for progress due to sentimentalities that Just. Won’t. Go. Away. What if I do love Computer Science? And I do. It is overshadowed by sentimentalities of hatred for anothers’ influence. My liberty is constrained due to these sentimentalities that basically say that Computer Science is off-limits because my brother influenced it (and ultimately failed to generate a career). I will succeed in finding love in those places where he failed to do so.
>finally figures out that God choosing the pleiadeans over the arcturians would have lead to a global solid vibration instead of a chaotic assortment
>that ‘technodivine’ vibration was essentially Atlantis
>feelings were chosen over true love
This is very bad.
There is a lot of news every day in our world. Most of them cause anxiety for us. Your advice is always helpful to me. Thanks friend!