Channel: Brenda Hoffman | Source
Dear Ones,
You likely have an ongoing need to know your future while ignoring your current state of being.
Your future is not yet written. As you read these words, you will alter your thought processes, hopes, and dreams—not because we of the Universes are dictating your future—you are. Every shift, new thought process, hope, and, yes, fear changes your future.
Perhaps you wonder what that last statement means, for surely your future is more measurable than the constant shift we alluded to. Let us explain. You are in the formation stage of your new being, much like a baby in the womb, and each new thought process/cellular shift changes the outcome of new you. This is a formulation stage, not a completion stage, so your thoughts are most definitely creating your reality and your new world reality.
If you assume all will be well, it will be. And if you assume it might be livable given this and this, it will be unless this and this are not part of the overriding en masse shift.
You and your cohorts have a dream of what this new world will be like. At the same time, those who wish to remain in 3D have a different image or wish. Two worlds that are not at all similar. So, if you slip into thoughts that all is lost, and it will only become more painful despite knowing you are creating a new world, your world will never be as bright and joyful as those who assume their life will be as they have dreamed for eons.
Such statements are not to punish you for your 3D fears but to highlight the importance of your current thoughts and dreams. This is the creation stage for you and the world. So, do not confuse your negative thoughts or fears with your new creations. Leave those thoughts and fears behind for those who wish to remain of 3D.
This creation time is as important as is true for any pregnant woman. Most women protect that new life with as many positive thoughts as possible and the right foods and actions, knowing she is creating a precious new life that cannot come to fruition without care and protection. So it is for you now. Protect your new life with love, joy, and positive expectations instead of fear and a “woe is me” approach.
You are birthing a new world. The difference between the 3D birth experience and now is that this new birth is not relegated to the female species, and it is a group effort instead of one child.
So you will provide support and excitement for one another, whether male or female, young or old, or wherever you live. This is a birthing time, a new world evolution you create minute by minute, not in fear or anger, but in self-love, joy, and an abundance of knowing all will be well for you and the Earth.
This is not a “poor me or you” time. This is a celebration of all you have achieved during the eons of shifting yourself and the Earth from fear to love. Celebrations starting slowly but surely around the globe as more and more of you understand that your shift from fear to love is not tomorrow or yesterday but here and now. Celebrate your life today and your future tomorrow. But celebrate because fear is no longer a part of your life.
Even so, many of you believe it cannot be that easy – that merely expecting joy will not make it so. And we of the Universes remind you how easy it was for most of you to create a new life when you or your significant other became pregnant. So it is now.
The difference is that this is not a singular life but a new world, one joyful, comfort-filled day at a time. Ignore the fear and grasp the joy. You have completed your inner work; you merely need to acknowledge that. But despite your best efforts, fears continue to seep into your being, not because they are necessary but because you have never lived on earth without fear—until now. So be it. Amen.
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It’s hard to say everything will be fine when you wake up in a place such as mine. And with options available such as mine.
I don’t really wish to have self contempt. Or feel at ends with myself or my external environment. I feel im treading water and not able to keep afloat and choking on water on most days. I have a great lethargy but also this hyperactivity. Its being entirely senseful while not being able to do much about my circumstances. It feels as if inaction yields more consequence as theres nothing in the now. But my future looks just as hopess. And vague within means of the direction I aught to go to. I feel worse than small. I feel insignificant and unwanted. I feel needy and hungry for attention. I feel a sense of poverty, loneliness but also difficulty with self maitenance and self confidence. Being your own best friend is hard. I really dont want to sit on the fence and wait for life to engage me. But im sour as to defense of how life can be enjoyed. Im worse than Satan, some unadultered child who cannot grow out of this madness and stagnancy. To be fully aware of the outward chaos and destructiom happening to many people and not being able to do anything about it, not being responsible for the choices of others or even being allowed a say. The most lonely people might be surrounded by fools, those who may be aquaintances or outwardly friendly but are strangers mimicking a sense of companionship through digital means of surveillance. How does one display care and love for another, dles anyone actually show true appreciation and love to your close friends, what if you had no close friends, what if they’re partnered with the church of Satan and can’t speak to you for fear of death? So you’re left on read with every post or meme you send them, and they wont make a single comment or like, but still wont leave you. Do you know the shame that people may live with in secret, that your friends could turn on you if you even harbor christian Idealism or are against deep state cabalist activities? It is the loneliest thing and not even the promiscuity of cheap women would help, everyone is adolescent in mind and undignified. There is noone that would suit or be compatible with me. Even on the street, the only women I would see are cashiers and employees, and you bet they’re just doing their job and want no involvement with you. (Thats a lie. One starbucks employee showed interest in me once, but I was talking to another woman who I thought I would be devote with, and i chose the one I was speaking to at the time and it fell through so I had nobody at the end of the day). Do you know how shitty it is to say your life story, or summarize your experiences numerous times to be left on read, ignored, said bye to, that they dont care. And mental health is important. I want to be somebody with someone. I do care a lot. And im tired of this degrading non cooperative or uncommiting culture. This poor monkey around and not care about anything until the consequences are knee deep in your major blood vessels to the point its worse than death. I dont wish what im feeling on my worst enemy, I dont even want to copulate to an image of another woman im unfaithful to. I have nobody. I am lost and defeated and not even the holiest of books or teachings have answers for what im going through. It feels like moral and ethical decay, and my own wants and needs never being administered and living erroneously in shame or desperation of need. Which is not appropriate. But if you had 3 years alone to yourself, not leaving the house or going anywhere all day. You would understand. Theres no reason to go outside if im not meeting anyone. I wouldnt just look to meet or talk to strangers on the street, but I am talkative and friendly wherever be. I dont want to be a creep. I want to be a God to someone. Not just myself. And the one person who actually called me God, the person who did an 8 hour drawing of US KISSING , who sent sexual pictures to me and her friend AT THE SAME TIME, and when i was worried and stressed about a home life environment issue I was told to talk to someone and that “I should work on myself” and they just left without anything (this person wrote me sex poems, would clean something when I told them, were very nice but I was exhausted with this experience, look up “This is Necessary – by Russel King Artist. It was her pfp that was a fetus in a womb, amiohw (their username. But i think they are the reincarnation of Satan, fourwinds10 said they were uncreated in 1998 and this person was born on that exact same, in september). It was unnerving because I have no context derrived on why Im avoidable or garbage, and that self consciousness eats at me as if im struggling to find something about myself someone else saw but refused to share.) I genuinely am pissed off at myself that someone would show excessive love or want for me and it would fall through, they were very sexually experienced hinged and i just wanted emotional companionship. Even now im really lonely and just want someone to talk to and spend time with, and its hard. Im wayy too much for people. Nobody can tolerate me. Should i take my anger out on inebriation and drunkenness? Should I have attacked myself or others in my environment for the way im feeling? (If my boundaries are being pressed)
I feel this hunger pain at the pit of my stomach. And ill lie in bed for days not doing anything but browsing my phone. If I even had money, it would just be for food or supplies. I never had the opportunity to treat myself occassionally or know what its like to treat others or go on dates or plan scheduled fun with anyone. I feel ruined.
I don’t know your situation, but maybe you could get some professional help ? Or maybe meet some people through the medium of a hobby or activity which sparks your interest ?
Professionals can very well be engaged in malpractice or crimes against humanity. Im literally a therapist for many and an e-nanny right now for very few. What kind of professional? Is there context behind that statement? Is it a Juror who has overreach over my life? Is it someone who has studied for an example for “modest behaviour” and doesnt deal with accounts of special cases or incidents and uses the book for every broad case. Some things are not bandaid therapy, some things can mislead you into the wrong knowledge, or give you further distractions or thoughts about unecessary things. Or even the wrong way to comprehend and move on, its just worse because this paid monster is now your “close friend” and is not engaged in any local or social activity with you, and does not care within means of regard aside from “doing his job”. If you want a real therapist or professional, find a mature and responsible friend who will listen to you honestly and give you the time for appropriate responses and conclusions. A close friend will likely walk with you the long road, in mutual appreciation. But a therapist is there for a paid session and you can f*k off after, next in line please. You want a close friend who will be there for you even if you need to call them at midnight. You dont need a backstabber who will be there for a designated incident but wont be there for you later when it actually matters or theres further need (without you paying more, cough cough extortion- by the book with those “books” easily available for self study. Mental health is a product of environmental influence usually and everyone is usually given the wrong influences for examples of their mental health and how to treat others for their mental health).
You can say looking for a therapist for things you still hinge on will give further expectations and thoughts of reliance for that setting. And then its medically documented and they will re-itterate or try to bring up the past which is already long gone, and ask questions like they are private instigators and derrive conclusions where they did not experience that on their behalves. And might not evaluate the best derrived outcome. So if its bad to look for a therapist for something because its already over, its probably best to focus on self and what you can manifest “ie , instead of worrying about other people, think about whats in your realm of influence”.
I like to say someone’s name when I reply, but I can’t bring myself to use today’s name for you, so I’ll call you REBORN. I think you could easily be ready to be reborn, and leave your private hell in the past.
My qualifications for replying to you are decades of depression, combined with the University of Hard Knocks to finish me off.
But here I am. And there you are.
For physical- milk thistle cleans the liver gently, the liver influences the frame of mind….
I’ve had to deprogram myself for many years now. You DON’T have to believe a mantra, but if you repeat a simple one, you’ll be no worse off. And if you stick to it, you may be better off!
How about………hmmmmmmm…… I am REBORN.
I’ll stick with the reborn theme for you ♥️.
I pray you’ll be gentle with yourself, and I hope you decide to forgive yourself of anything at all, babies aren’t born with baggage in their hands, or on their backs.
If you do none of these things, all I’ve lost is a few minutes of my time, and you can continue as you are.
That will be 5 cents😁.
Fine. Thank you. Whatever…