Channel: Brenda Hoffman | Source
Dear Ones,
Even though your fears are partially the result of recent events, they are mostly the pent-up fears you have carried for 3D Earth eons.
You are reacting to fears beyond today’s reality.
Every time you are accosted emotionally or physically in your current world, you are reminded of trauma that might have happened eons ago.
Reminders triggered daily by world events – not to relive them but to erase them from your memory.
You are in the midst of your private hell because you are tying current events to past trauma and releasing it. You are the patient and the psychologist.
Even though you are in a releasing phase, which allows you to exit those long-held fears, the accumulation of all you are feeling internally is frightening, along with knowing your life as you knew it is over.
Of course, many of you have been releasing for months, years, or decades. So you question why this particular time is so fearful, given all you have released. This is so because the fears you release include elements you ignored or have been afraid to address.
Throughout the eons you have been of 3D Earth, you have been the power-broker, thief, war-monger, murderer, prostitute, compassionate and loving being, homeless person, warrior, and earthly saint. You have experienced every piece of 3D fear-based humanity. Something you have been afraid to address, given your need to move beyond 3D.
It is like young children refusing to admit they ate all the cookies despite the chocolate ring around their little mouths. You might find that humorous as an adult even though you must address the issue.
You are now acting out both the child and parental roles, discovering pieces of yourself you have been ashamed of. So you are angry at others, not because they have disrupted your life, but because they display pieces of yourself you have kept hidden for eons.
Even though this message does not apply to everyone, it applies to enough of you to arouse your curiosity or fears. Allow yourself to flow through this piece as a reminder of how complex and, perhaps, in your vocabulary, evil someone can be, which is bringing up issues you have hidden for eons.
Perhaps you question that last statement, remembering that you have existed in other places at other times and believing the 3D “evils” becoming evident must have shifted within you at some point.
The other places and times you lived did not affect those 3D pieces because your role was to explore every 3D Earth experience possible before initiating this transition. You needed to fully understand fear and allow yourself to cleanse during this time. If you had only experienced love and joy, you would not understand why this transition was necessary or how to combat it.
Before you began this arduous transition journey, you knew you would experience fear by creating and experiencing it. This historical time is tying it all together so that some days you are angry, others fearful, and still others calm and peaceful. You are shedding your fear skin with all its secrets for a new skin that expects peace—an expectation that would not be possible if you maintained your hidden shame and fear.
You are exposing your positive and negative 3D hidden agendas, which are inconsequential in your new world. But without this exposure, you would have difficulties fully claiming your new self.
Some of you are not experiencing anything unpleasant, while others are nearly incapacitated with shame and fear. Everyone is addressing this phase in their unique fashion. But know that none of you now transitioning has been what you consider a “good” person throughout your 3D Earth lives.
Those now of 3D display your worst 3D tendencies, forcing you to address your hidden agenda- issues you wish would remain secret forever.
Hiding parts of yourself is not to be. Not because you are terrible but because you wish to enter your new world with a clean slate.
In 3D, you were neither a terrible nor a loving person; you were both because you were preparing yourself and the Earth for now. You needed to experience pieces you hoped were hidden so deeply that you would never have to experience them again.
To find your path, you must eradicate those hidden secrets you have punished yourself with for eons.
It is time to allow yourself to love all of you. So be it. Amen.
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A Long time ago, parts of me responded to the hidden agenda of also others. Who in the astral world seemingly were looking for help or assitance. I did not always comprehend that they were having secret agendas. For my time with Yeshua, was about spreading the Love and the Hope forth. At a certain point this spreading the Love and Christ Seeds were burdened by the game playing of others who sought saviors instead of taking on the inspiration. At a certain point, I became aware of their hidden agenda and tried to convince them from that point. That got me stuck for a while. So, it is not always a matter of being aware of your own agenda but also of others. To not share your Love or your Energy or Abundance with others, but radiate out your Light. For they then take this Inspiration or leave it.
This morning I saw a black horse, and then I thought that this was my secret hidden for thousands of years.
Yes, Brenda, I happened to read something that provoked a very painful reaction, around injustice, victimization. I read it, fell into reliving instead of releasing, and then saw this article this morning.
I’m having trouble releasing the pain, it’s easier said, than done. It goes bone deep.
….I’m reduced to feeling only heartfelt love, as my option, for the misty, unremembered past. What more can be done?
Thank you, Brenda, for being spot on, just when I needed it, too.
I’m a lot more appreciative of the freedom I have over my personal self, now, right now.
This deep pain makes my lack and limitations feel like a cakewalk….something I knew, already, intellectually, actually, through the years.
This deep appreciation also now goes bone deep.
💎
I read your comment last night Lil JUST BEFORE I ran “full speed into the open knife” (metaphorically spoken) that my process quickly😬😬😬 started explaining to me afterwards YET: THAT PAIN I had not seen coming… “its source” did a remarkably EVEN BETTER THAN USUALLY job… “LIL K” hadn’t thought that was possible🤕🤕
Now I had to come back here to realize what you said about “NON-releasability”… indeed “magic teamwork” this is❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹💎.
♥️Klaudia, I imagine there to have been a locked door, “Never Open This Door, Ever”.
I bet Big D knew it had to happen, and now there’s no door, or hidden room.
The pieces flew everywhere, and shredded the potency of my life’s story, actually.
I set up a med bed scenario for myself, rescuers, relieved family, with lots of other wounded in this safe house, for company.🙂
I’m having a lot more success releasing now😅
…Although I felt badly, knowing my comment may affect you, but, since we’re all in this together, we all have a locked room.
Big D says “Understand? Breakthrough.”
I feel solemn, but not depressed.
I’m not sure how my life improves from here on, I’m thinking energetically, of course.
I see this latest planetary alignment has pulled so hard on me, as to achieve this…I wonder if it can pull me out of stagnation, too?🙏🏻
Much 💕💎
Indeed that was the breakthru I’d been waiting for… but it was for the very 1st time I could almost immediately realize “THAT PAIN” (incl. the whole situation it came with) was being A pretty big PORTAL… it’s now 24 hrs later and I’m still adjusting “but I like what I’m seeing” although frkn crazy this stuff is…🌊 ⛱️☀️😎
Hmmmm….. ♥️K
Right now, I lack expectations of any after effects.
“You like what you’re seeing” okay, I’m encouraged.
I want to be encouraged…. I’m fatigued, and dehydrated still.
I felt the pain, will there be any gain? Is that too much to ask, I wonder? 🤤
💞💎😌
[Fyi: already after only “15 mins in” the curtain has been lifted on “various ppl” or rather “THEIR roles” incl. “CHAIN GANGmembers”😆😆🤭… btw: IF you met somebody you once KNEW WELL who’d now appear “inside a _complete_ _new_ body”, would you recognize him/her?💞💞💞]
Thanks for wanting encouragement, Lil👏👏👏.. it’ll come a little later, AFTER I’ve gathered all the bits&pieces that, shall we say, “influenced your demand”😉🫠😘
[Fun fact my ‘system’ has obviously changed” –> “collecting the pieces DOESN’T WORK how it used to anymore”… due to “WE’RE ON NEW TERRITORY” (that’s how ENOURMOUS that portal was) but yesterday I wasn’t aware what those words were pointing to EXACTLY… so NOWWW I’m all ears👀👀👀👀👀] 😁❤️😁
On “THE WORLD’s STAGE” it was “SELENSKI BEING THROWN OUT OF OVAL OFFICE” that caused/opened that portal too “btw”… 🙄🙄 [“Sorry for such tiny steps” but I’d never contradict my instructions “EXCEPT BY DESIGN”🫡😍😮💨]
Tiny steps are good, too, K♥️
When my ego wanted accolades this last time, it was because it was a release of so much dark, I felt it was global.
Then my locked room exploded…
DL gave no guidance yet again, last night, unless you happen to be able to pull meaning from “Juan”.
Haha, the world stage seems almost small, now
😂💕💎
For me, “Juan” is the reason “why I am being so hesitant with words” which you have now confirmed to me again🤔❤️
LOL, K♥️
My Klaudia speak is failing me, so I’ll just go into mantra mode😁
I’ll be no worse for the wear, while I let H.S. sort me out ❣️💎
(Juan 🤦♀️… ya gotta be kidding me!)
You have to know, Lil, “I AM JUST MY MASTER’S APPRENTICE” (when it comes to writing comments for example… in other matters it’s naturally the other way around) and I simply misinterpreted “that 🤫🤫🤫 feeling” BECAUSE I DON’T KNOW THIS “LIGHTNESS” that suddenly appeared unexpectedly… and now of course also explains why “JUAN” spoke almost “dirty” to me😳😳😳
“BEING WHO WE ALREADY ARE” was not an easy task, especially since I always had to play “THE STUPID role” in this farce, but “I CAN do it differently” too😇😇😆
Now let’s wait and see what “THESE WORDS” were needed for… (I better put on some more clothes🤪🤩😍🥰)
Well, K♥️
I’m even more perplexed by Juan! I never imagined a random name would become a Rico Soave Loverboy?!?
Btw, I thought the stupid one was meeeeeeeeee!😭
While I don’t feel lightness yet, the 50 ton weight Pisces gave me is down to about 25 tons- I’ll take the pat on the head, for now.
Circles within circles, chain gang members interacting for reasons below the surface, wow, intriguing. I really enjoy all of the commenters here.
Last but not least! Tough question, it’s a disadvantage to feel connected sooner/faster than the other, especially in the past life danger zone⚠️
I was jealous, and my young man ended it, just as I knew he would. I passed by him not that long ago, he did me a favor! Health hasn’t been his priority through the years…
Back then, I wouldn’t have considered a past life; now, it’s very clear. Moth to the flame, unusual for me.
When two different mismatched guys tried too hard to keep the idea of me, not the real me, I rejected their marriage proposals.
More common for me, hoping for a happy match, if I try hard enough, mentality.
I wonder if lighties are meant to be satisfied with life…if we were TOO satisfied with our lives, we’d be asleep!
So, I’d say, wait for the big move to the new foundation, to allow your heart to flutter safely.
Yes, I’ve shown vulnerability here, perhaps even painfully, in front of the other members… but my daily life relationships are fixed and rigid.
Not so, here.
I say our foibles add flavor to the sauce!
And I don’t break, I bounce 😋
💎🥰
Who is that “Juan” guy ? I have a hard time following your convo, as usual.
Well I hope you’re not the only one… HAVING TO SPEAK such “private stuff IN PUBLIC” “at least I” NEVER feel comfortable with🙈
Oh, he’s just some smooth talking, Latin Lover, my higher self introduced Klaudia to 🤭, Raksha
My H.S. knows everybody, who’s anybody!😋
😂💎
Tell me, Lil, did you say up there that you were never married? And children?👶
Right K,
no husband, no kids, just work, work, work😭
Haha! I’m fine, I was right to not “settle “.
I only wish I had worked for better wages!
♥️💎🤭
Thx❤️❤️ Lil… from when I was taught to understand the smallest details of my old life I know there’s not a single set-up in anybody’s life that could’ve been different “IN ORDER TO SERVE BEST”🤑🤑
K💕, I’m at a point, where I can accept what you said, without scowling.
💎🥰
“Haha, the world stage almost seems small to me, now” I’m only EXPERIENCING💞💞 now🙏🙏… but yesterday (I assume related to this) “MY VIEW” of “everybodys _NORMAL_ life” changed… and suddenly there is A PULSATING FASCINATION… 👀👀… for “every single little WORLD” that everyone has created for themselves… (“phewww”🥵🥵)
Today, K♥️
I’m teetering between the highest supreme of hopes, and the dreary certainty of dashed hopes.
I have the first seedling of a dream in decades, but without an unleashing of my own d n a, I’ll remain exactly as I am now.
I’ve had most hopes and dreams simply wither, I don’t feel comfortable getting any new ideas, to be honest with you.
Is anyone else feeling this, I wonder?
❣️💎🫥
Hey K♥️
I was just reminded that our thoughts are not our own, such as, I probably can’t succeed.
My inner chatter is pretty negative, in general.
My breakthrough is spotlighting my insecurities…
…I hope you’re still enjoying this breakthrough! 🥰💎
No Lil… I’m not ENJOYING anything yet… every + turns into – almost immediately after receiving like “I can hardly WALK anymore” from all that “LIGHTNESS”🥴🥴breaking thru… so FRKN EMBARRASSING when “your partner in crime” is a FULL 3 D JERK who’d rather kill you than OPEN UP to the idea “MAAAAYBE he was wrong” calling “MEEE” A CRAZY NUTHOUSE” “in a worse than Paladins language” all those yrs😝😝😝… “good job” my guidance “NEVER FAILS” to explain/show WHY🤓🤓🤓<-💣
yeeet… I think we're DONE!!!❤️
["Til then" simply KNOW your words are making TOTAL SENSE😘!]
K♥️🤗….
I’m going to focus on a quiet determination, that I will be delivered, based on a hint I received.
The climb is getting steeper, agreed.
As if the dial is getting turned up, to distract.
I may even be forced to cultivate faith, to outfox my programming 😆
Exhaustion, yes.
🫛Let’s be like two peas in a pod! It would be more beautiful to float 🦋gracefully into Fifth, but let’s face it-
It’s much funnier if, as two peas, we bounce and roll our way there 😂
💎💞🤭
I have already repented to the Creator God and dealt with all my sins. It’s okay. I will pay for thousands of years of sins.
Then I guess I just need to purify it. But in my dream, my memories appeared. But, some bad guy was bullying me, and then the firefighters came and stopped it. What kind of dream is this?