By Gillian MacBeth Louthan | Source
What was and what wasn’t, what is and what is not.
The universe in all of her perception does its best to pad the ‘Landing field’ of experience for each of us. Not guaranteeing a soft Landing but a landing. As we all straddle the frequency of Mercury retrograde in Pisces we come to a place in between here and there, in between reality and Imagination, in between truth and fact. We are biologically and literally straddling the dark and the light, like riding a dark and light horse at once. We as a people and planet all gallop forward to a place that seems safe of purpose, safe of light, safe of structure and foundation. The teachings of the body come quick like an Arrow’s quiver in the night, showing us from the inside out what we had not cleared, what we have not dealt with, what we have not loved, released and forgiven. This emotional body teaching comes not as a punishment but as a place of renewal, a place of letting go of all that still keeps the soul stuck in emotional time.
We all are in-between here and there, what was and what wasn’t, what is and what is not. We are all immobilized in so many different ways thru interloping, manipulation, just life and her tricks in general. Is this a bad thing or a good thing? Is this a biological timeout your body is asking for like overdue vacation time? Or is this a place of Deep Well holy healing, liberating the soul and the self? In this personal place of healing that we literally baptize ourselves with the liquid assets of confusion.
We all danced into this year with a bright heart and upbeat thoughts, knowing that it was a double fire horse year knowing it was about movement, knowing it was about strength and motivation and trueness to purpose. But we cannot have expectations of our outer world until we till the field of our inner world. We still refuse to look at in the totality of time mostly in the forms of old hurts wounds soul wounds injustices that we have not fully let go of. This will be totally different for each individual as they move through the inner currents of their own personal emotional Riptide.
We are seeing deeply into ourselves and soul what has not been cleared. This biological humbling which is happening to many upon on earth is not a punishment it is a spiritual timeout, a spiritual go to your room and just sleep through this part of the play. It is a refuge it is a hidden gift that ask you to go deep within and in this inward Journey lives a great explanation of self and soul. It is not until we stand in the fullness of our own personal power allowing the past and present and all dimensional influxes thru time to rotate around us simulating things yet to come.
The vibration of spring is just that, it asks you to Spring like a bunny, like a deer, across what appears to block your path on the way to sacred mountain. It asks you to spring up past the hard cold winter into the warmth of the earth heart and move upward like a spring bud towards the light. You are both a figment of time and a fragment of the future, you are the cul-de-sac of your soul where you meet all the possibilities and all aspects of who you, are who you were born to be, and who you will become.