Channel: A.S. for EraofLight.cpm
My dearest Earth friends,
It is wonderful to be able to connect to you again.
Today I would like to ask you: what is your spiritual goal? What are you hoping to accomplish with your spirituality?
There is no right or wrong answer here, but it is good to be conscious and to be honest.
People might say that their goal is spiritual growth, but spiritual growth can be quite painful and uncomfortable and perhaps isolating. It won’t necessarily make your life easier or feel good, at least in the short term.
Is spiritual growth what you’re after, even if it doesn’t feel good in the short term?
From what I’ve observed, many spiritual people just want to feel good. And there is absolutely nothing wrong with that. That’s not a wrong goal to have. It is understandable that people on Earth, who often have suffered much, would have that as their goal.
People’s desire to just feel good is illustrated by the spiritual ego that many spiritual people indulge in — which often feels good to the person who is being spiritually egoic, but it’s obviously detrimental to their spiritual growth.
The desired state of being that many spiritual people strive for is feeling good most of the time, and being unaffected by external negativity.
If you read spiritual sites, it might seem like pretty much everyone is doing amazing and is feeling amazing all the time, and you’re the only one who isn’t.
That really isn’t true. This is just the facebook effect, where people only post their happy moments and are quiet about the things that aren’t happy. In reality, most spiritual people have dysfunction in their lives and they still quite often experience suffering. They just don’t talk about it.
Of the minority of people who genuinely feel good for the vast majority of the time, most of them are in a bubble, for either survival or narcissistic reasons. In this bubble they basically just ignore everything and everyone that isn’t immediately feel-good. They kick everything that isn’t immediately feel-good out of their lives, and they don’t do even nearly as much as they could to help others or to heal their old wounds. And possibly they also suppress their own pain or unhealed parts. So it’s more than them no longer consuming excessive amounts of intel and news and no longer meeting toxic people, which by itself is a fine thing to do.
It may be the case that this person is in survival mode and he or she simply needs a bubble to get through life. So making a bubble for yourself is not necessarily the wrong choice to make. It’s certainly better than just being depressed. People should put their own air mask on first, after all.
On the other hand, some people in a bubble are mostly just interested in having a pleasant life for themselves, and they could do much more to help others but they choose not to. In this case, their bubble is more like a narcissistic kind of bubble, even if they dress up their lives in spiritual statements such as “my service is that I keep my own vibration high.” We’ll address that argument later in this message.
If the person is in a bubble for narcissistic reasons, then that is in fact separation consciousness, because the person in such a bubble is ignoring all the other people who are suffering.
Being in a bubble for narcissistic reasons is a bit like a hand deciding that it wants to keep its vibration high, and therefore it is refusing to extinguish the fire that is currently burning its foot. Because from a unity consciousness perspective, if you are a hand, then that homeless person is like your foot, and it is metaphorically on fire.
From a unity consciousness perspective, spending a substantial amount of time on helping others is the only thing that makes sense.
Now, if the hand is deeply struggling itself, then the hand is ALSO metaphorically on fire, and it’s entirely justified that the hand focuses on putting out its own fire first. In other words, if a person needs a bubble for survival reasons, then that is an entirely valid and possibly necessary choice.
Now, let’s meet Jack. Jack is in a bubble and he is able to bliss out during meditation. He usually feels happy and loving and connected to the universe. He can quote beautiful-sounding spiritual principles. He has some spiritual abilities and can manifest pretty well. He has a nice life. Yet, despite feeling good and having the energy and resources necessary to help others, he is not in fact helping others.
Or picture Teacher Tom. Everything we said about Jack applies to Teacher Tom too, except Teacher Tom sells spiritual courses online for thousands of dollars. Teacher Tom really doesn’t need to charge so much, he just does because he can. Teacher Tom also isn’t isn’t using that money to help others. Instead he’s just hoarding it, or spending it to maintain a fancy, expensive lifestyle.
Now to be clear, it’s absolutely fine if Teacher Tom charges a reasonable sum of money for his services. There’s no problem with that. All I’m saying is that if Teacher Tom charges far more than he needs, and then is just hoarding the money or maintaining an expensive lifestyle, then is Teacher Tom serving others or is he serving himself?
Teacher Tom might present a false binary here, pretending that the only two choices are charging zero dollars and starving, or charging thousands of dollars. But there is a middle ground there where you charge a reasonable amount of money.
Teacher Tom might also argue that it’s fine to charge thousands of dollars, because people should just manifest that money. Perhaps Teacher Tom points to a free manifestation video he made. But there’s an inherent contradiction here. Anyone who can already manifest thousands of dollars at will, perhaps via that free video, may not need Teacher Tom’s course. And people who do really need help may not be able to just spend thousands of dollars on a spiritual course.
At best, Teacher Tom is refusing to help the people who most need his help in favor of people who are already doing pretty well. He’s in the desert and he is selling expensive water to those who already have something to drink, and he is ignoring the people who are dying from thirst.
Jack — the one in the bubble who wasn’t doing anything to help others — and Teacher Tom — the one in the bubble who sells super expensive courses — may very well think they are in unity consciousness. After all, they can bliss out during meditation, they have some spiritual abilities and they have a great life. They feel good most of the time and aren’t bothered by external negativity. Teacher Tom’s very expensive courses may even genuinely be helping out some people.
But in fact, both Jack and Teacher Tom are in separation consciousness.
Why? Because if you’re a hand and you’re doing well and your foot is on fire, and you’re not putting out the fire on your foot, then really you’re proving that you don’t see that foot — that homeless person — as being part of yourself. Therefore, it’s separation consciousness.
If you ignore the foot that is on fire so that you can sell super expensive courses to your shoulder when that shoulder is already doing pretty okay… that is still separation consciousness. Because if your actual foot was on fire — if people really were struggling in awful ways and you saw those people as part of you — then you wouldn’t put up such high pay barriers that most people can’t benefit from your work.
People might at this point argue that the best kind of service they can offer is to keep their own vibrations high. But if your own foot was on fire, would you extinguish the fire or would you let your foot burn while trying to keep your vibration high? If you were struggling, would you want someone else to keep their own vibration high and carefully avoid you, or would you want that person to help you?
There are plenty of ways in which you can profoundly help others — and thereby raise their vibration — at not too much effort to yourself. So if you think that high vibrations of the people of Earth are important — and they are — then helping out others and thereby substantially raising their vibrations is probably more efficient than you just being in a bubble. Except if you’re struggling very much yourself and you need that bubble as a survival strategy.
Someone who is actually in unity consciousness will probably feel that their unity consciousness makes their life harder — because every time they feel reasonably good and rested enough, their unity consciousness will nudge them to take on yet another project to help others. And while it will be very satisfying on one level, it won’t always be fun or comfortable. But then again, it also doesn’t feel good anymore to the unity conscious person to just excessively indulge in fun while their foot is on fire (while other Earth humans are suffering).
A person who is genuinely in unity consciousness may wish on some level they weren’t in unity consciousness, because it’s much nicer to just bliss out and have fun in a bubble than it is to help those who need it the most.
Now, the exception here is a fully enlightened person. Such a person is in unity consciousness, and they’re happy to be in unity consciousness, because they’re not suffering or stressed when taking on projects and doing lots of work and helping large amounts of people. In fact, they love doing that. So fully enlightened people are probably the only ones who enjoy being in unity consciousness.
But unless someone is regularly told by the people around them that their very presence feels amazing, they probably are not fully enlightened.
Hence if anyone claims they are in unity consciousness and they feel amazing and they have a great life… well they’re probably in a bubble, which ultimately isn’t a super advanced state of being. And they might also be doing the facebook thing where they tell you how they feel in their best moments and they don’t tell you about the other half of the time.
The irony is that to a spiritual novice, a well-rested and well-off person in a bubble for narcissistic reasons looks more spiritually advanced than a person who is actually in unity consciousness and who has some amount of stress and fatigue and pain because they’re talking to and empathizing with and working to help others who are suffering.
So, to come back to the earlier question: what is your goal with spirituality? What do you want to reach?
Do you just want a more pleasant and happier and less painful life? Nothing wrong with that — if currently you are struggling, that is quite possibly the best thing to focus on.
Or do you want to help others or be of service?
Or do you want spiritual growth?
Or do you want some kind of mix of improving your own life, helping others and spiritual growth?
If you want spiritual growth, is that for you a means towards a happier life? Or is spiritual growth a goal in and of itself?
If at some point you have to choose between more happiness in the upcoming years and less spiritual growth, or less happiness in the upcoming years and more spiritual growth, then which would you choose?
Or is your goal something that I haven’t mentioned?
There are no right or wrong answers. But it is good to be honest and to be conscious. And I am curious — feel free to share in the comment section, if you wish.
With all my love,
Your star sister,
Tourmalayne
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Thank you for this email regarding spiritual goal. My spiritual goal is to be as Jesus was when He walked on earth. These are very difficult times for people on earth and the things that are being disclosed are disturbing. Many are not awake to all that has gone one. The teaching of Jesus are going to become most important in the days ahead. I wish to meek when listening to those who are distressed but bold as a lion when faced with working to restore our republic. The people can never again allow this evil to enter into our Nation or the world. I continue to practice Kundalini Yoga everyday so calm my nervous system and with my continued hard work, I will stand to the challenges we are going to face in the very near time. Blessings. Connie
I apologize to you. If I were President Kennedy in 1963, I would have avoided assassination and used atomic energy to bomb these reptiles. These bugs must disappear immediately.
Don’t worry. Every country has available leadership at the ready to avoid assassination and make stupid calls, but in America we prefer to pretend we’ve elected them.
Thank you, nothing can stop us now. I want to go home, goodbye to Earth, and wish every interstellar seed a happy journey home. Although the challenge and pain have taught us a difficult lesson and brushed past the worst, I will miss you all, but I can’t help. I just want to do something for you, land in our new universe, and the remaining Freemasons will inevitably suffer karma. They must go to the sun to decompose. The one-child policy caused me to lose my sister, and I suffered from burglary, which almost led to nothing. I lost my job and was homeless. Don’t look back on all of this
Finally, this is my response to the author and portal comments. I have no regrets and will see you in two thousand years.
Although I agree with the points made about spiritual ego, I dont subscribe to the conclusion put forth that spiritual growth equals less happiness. Unity consciousness is simply acknowledgement that everything, not just people, spring from the same Divine Source and possess consciousness. We are all one through that shared spark, that thread of Love. This realization may inspire you to help those struggling, but helping it is not a prerequisite for being the “correct” kind of spiritual prescribed here or proof of spiritual growth.
I Believe there are different steps, and an infinite number of different perspectives upon the path.
At times, spiritual growth may be challenging, at other times, it may yield fruits of happiness.
The devil of it is; Tourmalayne never explicitly reaches THAT conclusion -and I believe if asked directly, she would not agree with it either. Otherwise, simple logic could easily topple over everything else she said like dominoes.
I tried defending the opposite once (happiness = spiritual growth, otherwise, you’re doing it wrong), but was immediately segregated as someone being ‘obviously in separation consciousness’. π
I probably just need the bubble of greater personal comfort and ease, limiting my service to the collective to opening doors for the elderly.
Or feeding the birds and squirrels, to be perfectly honest.
β¦Which is already how I live, just without the level of personal comfort and ease Iβd like.
π
Good story.
But first, think about what other races besides you have done to our planet. Of course, let’s assume that you are working for our planet. Do you think that the suffering of us, including me, is simply a problem of the planet? To me, this seems like a contradiction. Of course, if what you say is true, I will exclude you…
If what you say is true, other races should help us.
They should not neglect us by not giving us water, enslave us by causing us suffering, or invade us by committing crimes with alien technology. But they did not help us, and some races invaded and conquered the planet, tormented and tormented the Earthlings, and created hybrids for their own evil and selfish purposes. Until very recently, other races almost completely neglected them, and even now the problem is not completely solved. Among us, there must be those who help other Earthlings who are suffering. At least they give us water, money, and food. They share the means to endure. But what on earth are the other races in the universe doing? How about telling other races to stop neglecting our problems and solve them?
So I feel contradictory. It is not only our Earthlings’ problem, but other races have been bystanders until very recently, and even directly attacked and invaded, repeatedly causing suffering through crimes. They treat the mixed races like slaves, treat the natives worse than animals, kill them with great suffering, and mentally and physically handicap them, making them like mentally broken slaves. And the problem has not been solved yet.
The other races and invaders who neglected the situation on this Earth until very recently and did not give them a single meal continued to attack and commit fraudulent crimes, ignoring the suffering mixed races and the natives who cried out in pain…
That is why I do not like other space races. They are very deceptive and contradictory, and they repeatedly cause suffering, invade and torture intelligent life forms with emotional bodies, either to satisfy their own curiosity or desire to study, or to satisfy their obsession with evolution. Isn’t this the problem of the space race?
Is this only our Earthlings’ problem? No, I don’t think so. Your Earth natives were good. There are still good natives today. Instead, they suffer and endure constant pain due to terrible crimes, repeated torture, slavery, or corpses.
The source of their suffering comes from the space race. Therefore, this problem should be solved by the space race or the creator who created the problem in the first place. The problem people create problems, but never solve them. They lie and deceive as if our suffering is their own problem, and cover up their criminal acts.
And they never help or solve them. I think it is very contradictory and bad that they took a bystander attitude. Of course, if a race does not have the ability or technology, it may be burdensome to directly intervene. However, if the space race or the creator of the universe has the ability, but deliberately stands by and does nothing, and lives expecting and living, I think it is contradictory. Why do they expect or encourage Earthlings to do things that they do not do to Earthlings?
In my opinion, the early Earthlings, who were prosperous natives, are not the problem. Other spaceling races are the problem. Earthlings should receive compensation and apologies from other spaceling races. They even forcibly created a mixed race, so they use the mixed race to commit various crimes, commit other crimes and ethnic cleansing, force mental breakdowns on Earthlings, make Earthlings sick or injured, physically disabled, kill or enslave them. This is the problem of the space race and the mixed race. Do you think Earthlings can solve this problem of suffering?
Why should the victims solve the problems of the administrators or perpetrators?
Their crimes or inactions must be solved before the mixed race problem with Earthlings can be solved.
Tell your good and capable creator or space race to intervene directly on our planet and solve this problem.
Because other space races are using various alien technologies to control hybrids and earthlings and to instill trauma through criminal acts, cause mental breakdowns, torture repeatedly, use them as slaves to kill and commit various crimes and gain various benefits.
Their hybrids of the invading race are attacking, harassing, torturing, killing and enslaving the original pure-blooded earthlings, and the invading race and their clones and hybrids are committing crimes against the original earthlings every second. It is so bad that they cannot even meditate. They are ignoring the free will and expression of earthlings.
Can your species figure out what kind of technology the invading races and hybrids use to attack us all day long, and can you detect, disrupt, eliminate, or distort that attack technology from afar? The thoughts you have all day long, the various nightly sleeps, the various senses, and the imaginations you perceive, can be forcibly extracted from a distance using brain science, and the invading races and hybrids can all know about it and share it as a group. If your species or other space races do not properly understand this technology, it is judged that they could suffer in return. So be careful.
Do you know exactly how much of a negative impact is being exerted on the minds and bodies of our Earthlings by criminal technology every second? Do you know from a distance how to precisely scan the space we live in and our bodies, what problems there are, what operations have been done to our bodies, who the races or entities are that have done it, and what crimes are being committed remotely? Be sure to find out and create a method of technology removal and defense before intervening on Earth.
Even writing a single piece of notice like this, even speaking notice, you can be subject to massive interference from a distance every second. There are a huge number of pure-blooded Earthlings on Earth who are victims of such crimes. What percentage of the population is it? I think it is a technology that your species and other species, even the cosmic creators, do not understand. Can you accurately identify who is doing these attacks and eliminate and disrupt them and their criminal technologies?
It is a great shock to me that this fundamental criminal technology of suffering is being applied to mixed races and Earthlings, and I think I am an unfortunate victim of such a crime. So unless we stop, eliminate, and resolve the fundamental criminals and criminal technologies who are forcibly connected and forced to transmit and receive and are adversely affected by this continuous, continuous, second-by-second crime, the suffering of Earthlings will continue. The suffering of Earthlings will continue because Earthlings cannot resolve it among themselves.
I have told you the direct reasons why the suffering of the Earthlings and the hybrids continues, and until even one person, including the space race and the creator, solves it, there will be no perfect peace on our Earth. There will only be the hybrids and the Earthlings who are full of suffering because of their crimes. There may be momentary pleasures, but…
As far as I know, there is not a single being in the entire universe that has solved the damage caused by this criminal technology on Earth.
I’m sorry, but it really feels like a trick question to me…
I can’t ‘use’ spirituality to accomplish anything, at best I can let it use me to accomplish itself – in fact, that is the only ‘choice’ that my so-called free will resumes to.
Furthermore, I use ‘feeling good’ as the actual gauge for ‘soul growth’, and it seems bizarre to artificially force me choose a priority. It’s like asking if I prefer to use a map or my eyes to get somewhere.
So if you felt good, but go through a harsher period, did you regress ?
If I am not feeling better, I am not progressing.
If I am not progressing, I am not feeling better.
That is the only equivalence I have established.
‘Regress’ is valid in physical matters such as pain and comfort, not soul matters such as suffering and resistance. The worst case here would be stagnation, which inevitably ends itself.
π¦
Well, if you want an emotional response at least provide an emotional question!
You got me.
This is a very painful separation, like a script, like letting go of what we want, completely unreliable. If we create our new reality through manifestation, is it like letting go of all your preconceptions?, If this is a desire, living in a false world, they all know you are a dog, this is my answer
We cannot help suffering people if they do not want to heal themselves. In my experience I have noticed that most people keep on complaining about their problems with relatives, friends, colleagues but when offered help or solutions, they refuse them not to move out of their confort zones or just because having people who listen to them is better than working on problems or different reasons. A friend of mine who is a psychologist often says that side benefits of suffering are better than a cure for certain people. When pupils are ready , teachers will arrive. Silvia S.
Exactly, thatβs what the psychiatrist and writer David Hawkins called βthe juiceβ: the little morbid pleasure from complaining, feeling self pity, attacking others etc. And that in many cases is preferred by some rather than a cure, thatβs how addictive it is.
Anyway, of course there are people who need help and would accept it, but the other case is very common too.
I read some information years ago that resonated with me and affects the goals that can be achieved: that the dark controllers put in place around thirty years ago (1996) certain measures that make it impossible to reach samadhi, nirvana etc, enlightenment in general.
But at the same time, this last decade weβve been told from many sources (that also resonate), that we should do our inner work regularly.
So, the goals you can reach for now could be healing, raising vibration to an extent, getting prepared.. you just do it and wherever it takes you.
But better forget about more ambitious goals, at least while the control system is in place
The only possible ‘control system’ in a quantum reality setting is spreading and sustaining the belief that ‘dark controllers made it impossible’.
“But at the same time, this last decade weβve been told from many sources (that also resonate), that we should do our inner work regularly.” Don Pepe
“Many don’t know what that inner work is. The inner work that all the master speak of, is becoming a kind and caring individual. Clearing out negative thought patterns and old habits, that cloud your spirit. The more selfless, and caring toward others you become, the higher in the understanding of the Love of God you become. This is the Mastery of the ascension process.” Saint Germain (Chellea Wilder)
It’s a bit inappropriate that these questions are answered by me, but there are so many questions, and I tend to answer questions from you galactics. I don’t have a high demand for my own evolution or the evolution of the environment. I’m more concerned with repairing and optimizing the existing situations. Distortions, disorders, and fractures of the environment cause me discomfort, I hope everything does not deviate significantly from the basic reasonable situations. From the perspective of effect, I also need to repair and optimize myself to avoid internal defects hindering me.
Over many years, a lot of very incongruous and strange situations have accumulated on Earth, including deformed history, religion, and technology tree, underground separated civilizations, and the level of consciousness of surface civilization that is significantly lower than the ascension process of Earth. It’s a bit like, no one seems to know how to deal with the situations of the earth surface civilization well, which is also a miniature of many problems and deadlocks in the Galaxy. We earth surface people are at the focus of many polarities conflicts and ideological conflicts, We need to use our unique perspectives, work hard to analyze and solve the problems in ours and here, improve our unique understanding of the interstellar world, and communicate well with galactics. This will help to creatively solve many disputes, estrangements or problems that bother many civilizations, including ours.
I prefer to use the concept of “improving the environment or the overall situation” rather than “serving others”. I tend to regard myself and others as part of the environment and think more from the perspective of the entire environment. In this thinking mode, my or some people’s relatively poor life often brings disharmony to the entire environment. Therefore, in order to correct the disharmony of the environment, relevant improvements need to be made. Or, improving my own life or wealth is to make myself, a “chess piece”, play a better role, helping others is to make some other “chess pieces” play a better role, and what I really care about is how the entire chess game goes. I know not everyone should think like me, but in quite a few cases, “serving others” has become a hypocritical slogan on Earth.
Similarly, I’m more able to enjoy complex pleasures, perhaps an interesting public project involving many people, with many interesting parts and roles. So pursuing one’s own pleasures and helping others to have pleasures can be combined in this way.
I think not all growth is spiritual growth, some moral improvement is just mental growth. Of course, depending on the definition, spiritual growth can include mental growth. I don’t have special requirements for my own growth, as long as it reaches a enough level so as not impede what I want to do. So under this premise, if there is a situation where I have to choose between the two, I choose more happiness in the upcoming years and less spiritual growth.
Of course, this choice is limited to the effect on myself, and my basic understanding is that this question is basically limited to personal situations. If the difference of the situations of the entire society or civilization lead to the difference of my situations in these two choices, I choose to reduce the misunderstandings, illusions, and fractures in the public cognition at an appropriate speed, even if it means a major social crisis need to occur. Perhaps a social crisis with this goal will make me happy overall, if the comfort brought to me by the macro-logical repair offsets the discomfort brought to me by the direct life troubles.
I feel there is some paradox involved in raising vibrations. To raise vibrations, you’ll need to some extent also be willing to lower your vibrations.
It might sound a bit flat, but I find it hard to put my thoughts in to words better.
Doesn’t sound flat at all dear R…. simple truths often don’t “allow” for more words that necessary… at least that’s MY experience π
Hi Kβ₯οΈ
I counted backwards falling asleep last, which revealed more than I expected! Kept my chatterbox mind busy.
It wasnβt all pretty, a you tuber said that the astral should be clear, officially.
She felt uglies are there still, because itβs βyouβ helping the βyouβ one rung down the ladder.
Perhaps.
One thing puzzles me, how to tell good guys from bad guys?
Can a benevolent actually look like
Alfred E. Newman, mascot from MAD Magazine???
I sincerely hope I didnβt send too many heavenly helpers for recycling. I do expect J&M to know the difference!
I canβt tell the difference, I realize no one knows for sure,
but I wouldnβt refuse insights from somebody.
I donβt intend to allow past lifers to linger in my field any further.
I havenβt been able to tell goodies from baddies for quite a while now.
Only when the glimpse is especially easy to see the purity.
Or especially easy to see monstrousness.
βThe One, In Between Worldsβ I think, said we are in the toddler stage. I do feel like a toddler, in this matter.
ππ
Do you know how Alice solved the classic riddle of Tweedledee and Tweedledum? One always lies and the other always tells the truth.
Same applies to good guys and bad guys.
This_ is_very_helpful.
I guess I should have just asked Alice, when she was 10 feet tall
(Jerfferson airplane π)
Thanks!
πππ
Don’t ask Alice (hillary’s version), but Jefferson airplaine is great.
Haha Raksha,
I wrote a boringly thankful reply to t_c_d_
deleted it!
then brainstormed for a moment, before remembering this song, itβs a favorite of mine anyhow.
I sing it all the time – as long as no one can hear me!
πππ
[Sorry Lil… can’t speak atm… will get back here ASAP…π₯°π]
Itβs no big deal, K.
Thingies were either good or bad, no wondering, for several years.
Now itβs a mixed bag, and I know Iβve been slow to adaptβ¦
πππ
“NO big deal”πππππππ
[STILL CAN’T SPEAK properly… like “my mouth has been covered for days”π«’π«’π«’π€]
I will work hard to grow spiritually and show greatness.
My goal is to heal myself and fix earth.
Amen ππ
Please tell Tunia I love her.
πππππ
Amen