Your soul is done with stagnation. It has already moved ahead; into new lessons, new timelines, new versions of you that are waiting to unfold. What you feel as restlessness, frustration, or heaviness is simply the distance between who you have become on the inside and the life you are still living on the outside. Your soul has already outgrown the old story. Now it is your turn to catch up. ~KejRaj
Era of Light
Awaken, A New World Is Here
I am grateful!
Namaste KejRaj! I am so grateful for you & your daily messages! Love ❤️ & light ☀️
Thank You Kejraj
QUANTUM LOVE
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SOMETHING
VERY LARGE
MASSIVE
IS HERE
MOVING THROUGH
THE FIELD
STEPPING
BREATHING
NOTICING
ALL THAT IS
AWARENESS
VASTNESS
ZERO POINT
PRIME
LOOKING AT ME
THE HEART
OF MY
MIRROR
IS
AND
VERY
CLEARLY
QUANTUM
LOVE
YES
Q1218
Q18
I’ve been carrying years of emotional invisibility — a long stretch without steady love, reflection, or support — and it has left me exhausted, numb, and convinced something cosmic is blocking me. The repeated disappointments aren’t a curse but the result of a spirit starved for connection, making every brief moment of hope feel like a cruel tease when it disappears. I’m a man who has survived far too long without being truly seen, and that absence is what hurts. Is it the universe’s intention? Who cares at this point. I just want it to end. Enough is enough.
I feel ya Chris, this has been a very loooong lonely journey here on Gaia. My whole life I’ve felt like an alien here and really miss love and affection. A Star Sister once said something very profound. She had met her Soulmate (maybe even Twin Flame). I could tell they deeply loved each other. But she said, “Andrey didn’t make the loneliness go away”. What we’re missing is the connection with the Divine in our own hearts. I’m still trying to figure out how to reconnect… If you figure it out, let me know!
Wow wow, Cosmic….. your reply may be to Chris, but, an invisible piece of the puzzle 🧩 for us all, I’m willing to bet.
Thank You!
💎♥️
Thank you for sharing, Cosmic – I’ve been trying to figure it out for decades and now I’m just too tired to keep trying. I want to cry but the tears don’t flow for some reason.
Hang in there, brother. Like CC said above, it’s a long journey. But we’re never alone, I’m fully convinced of that now.
Why not try to forget for a while? If you can. Put your energies into a hobby or artistic creation. Exercise, seeing friends. Watching films or going to theater. Let go of the tight grip on reaching for “solutions.”
Maybe do some of the practices on EOL? Violet flame. Meditations. Or read Catherine Ponder’s books and try some of her suggestions. One thing that helps me a lot is Laughter Yoga. Robert Rivest’s vids on YT are great.
It’s not easy. But there is help. Keep your sense of humor. Read some good poets. Open heart. And you ARE seen. Maybe by great spirits. Just be.
Yes …
Chris
We care…
Thank you for your heart and being you… sharing here…
Thanks Ed, that does mean a lot.
ChrisInNY
11/29/2025 at 11:11 AM
This is vague so anyone can interpret it as significant. It gives the illusion of deep truth while saying nothing concrete. It’s destabilizing for anyone reading it, especially someone already emotional, tired, lonely, looking for answers, etc. Is the vagueness intentional?
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Ed
11/29/2025 at 6:54 PM
C in NY
As a commentator here
for years… we all read… watch listen observe witness replay reply share convey… personal perspective knowings biases basis reference points think wonder sense… wander through the haze… the maze… amazingly astoundingly astonishingly beautiful…
And here… you are
Thank You C
NOW
As for me… please look through those other messages comments by that beloveing being AKA
ChrisInNY
Just my own rememberings
You perspective has shifted
Greatly Gloriously
Magnificently
And while this may be my own subjective observations…
The clarity you represent is
Brilliant
RAYDIANT
Yes you
Even these last few months
We rarely experience our changes as other(s) from external perspectives will… see… perceives these to be
This is very real for me…
Wow… just noticing
Brilliant you…
Even the “timestamp “… 1111
Quantum Love
Q1254
This is exactly how I feel!! Bored to tears now with this world ..let’s go to a new world now!!
Not happy
you not alone
it is a divine plan
to keep higher souls in lower vibrations
to purify the density after 3d reality
on the way to 5d
How do you keep up?