Apparent Bubbles Child Popping Time Apparitions Appear To Disappear Together
The Root of Violence and Conflict
Apparent Mortal Child/Parent Apparently Innocent/Guilty Karma mirror-double Ghost Time Apparition Duality Pair Hate-reflection Gender-role Boo Illusions Appear Image-different Disappearing-together in Scary Sex-liar Shame Fear of Intimacy Murder-vengeance Light Shadow Dark Survival Poop Hope Bubble Popping mere Body Diaper Taxi-rider’s for each other’s Holographic People-mining Mummy Money Time Looping Miserable-addiction Miming-here
My Holy Spirit Recovery from Unaware Mortal Duality Dark Collective Ego Ignorance, toward Intuitive Innocent Intimacy, very painful forgiving-everyone enlightening Awareness-nurturing Compassion, just has to be better, than Dark to make Light worthy of my sincere search for eternal Pleasance Life-changing Dead Duality Ignorant limited Motives?
There had to be something better than looking good for others to survive death, when all that, really survives here is, more fear piled up onto more Toxic-shame, than any Mortal can stand again, so getting married, and having children on a job we hate, just wouldn’t cut the mustard any more than, more constant disappointment Karma Abuse can dance the Addiction can can Pig-swill here it comes again to slather me with hate-rendering s’mores Gender-switching Tornado-roles agains?
The first tiny drop of Pineal Gland sweet nectar Ambrosia blew out, all my control gaskets, and made me, instantly look ten years younger with enough Joy and Harmony for everyone, that ever was, is and will be, as “Everyone is Everyone” as Holy Spirit married-me, finally. Meditation had me by the balls now, so the more drops of sweet nectar kept coming the higher I was able to see past, all the Collective Hate Dark-detours within me, that were now, actually flowing in Joy-rivers of Bliss ecstasy Fountain of Youth Kind Innocence-again.
Little did I realize the Dark Days of the Oversoul came next, so Karma was no longer the Illusion, I was. The Whole Collective Mortal Dark Duality Oversoul began flowing right through, and for me to stop pretending I am separate from any matter, so I had to, obviously stop calling others ‘bad’ to make me better than my Bad Co-creations, just to make my Addict Mortal-self feel, temporarily better than, and more like a temporary Duality Karma-hero of, all time eclipsing within me now, right into the past/future Present for Collective Blackmail=Burnout Awe-gone Shit-Ocean for Livery Shores.
Next came a Body-takeover of abundant miracles, while I committed to the next twenty lifetimes, or so to continually Holy Spirit-forgive everything, and every one as my self-reflection, so I could Love everyone, as myself and stop worrying about what’s in my Collective-adult Intellectual-ego constipated Mind_People-pleasing Gender-hate Mother’s Mirror-cloning impossible Junk DNA control-freak Smothering diapers.
OMG I was addicted to people codependency, so everyone kept appearing the same as I was all the time, and every time anyone clean-mirror came close dirty-enough! My Holy Spirit devotion was on autopilot so, even though I was always on Kind-course and Light Home glide-path there was, no way to control anything, that happened next, to my complete surprise! The Dark Collective completely censored my Homecoming Kind-path, so the time had come to switch allegiance from Collective-hate Dark, to Cosmic Sovereign Light Existence, when I didn’t even know these were any different yet.
There really is something worth going through, so much recovery pain, and it’s ‘me-less’ now, so there is, no Mortal Misery Karma Collective aspect, that likes ‘me-less’ any, at all any more, so I can take that as Ego-less praise, considering where the Dark Collective Dead-motives come from, and that any Dead-reaction to something different is what my Mortal-problem was before, because ya can’t please a Karma Dark Satanic Collective Duality Dead-addict, ever so People-pleasing Cabal-underwear unaware, Live Evil or Die in Cannibal Baby Diaper-speak, unvetted Demon toilet Law-maker Slave-evidence, obviously?
Holy Spirit Humor applies, all my strange-funny ideas to anyone with an open Heart Humor enough, to pay attention to such Creative Intelligence Abundant Miracles flowing through, and for me, so our Light Being “Inner Network” avoids any more Dark Collective “Internet Censures” as if that’s the best we can expect from Mortal-driven Karmic Abuse-addiction Dark Collective Slave Ownership-competition looking better Fake-people pleasing Fiat-money Lower Physical-motives.
Even Though I appear me-less and, not here at all, where-less Freedom Joy appears for~every~where in dissolution parallel Effulgence Alive-mention with, no more needy need for dead body Die-mention Karma mirror-double Holographic Ghost-host apparition Time-corpses any-apparently Child-karma to prove it Fountain of Youth Brilliance_less Intellectual-ego Mortal-survival Ignorance is more Intuitive Spiritual Sovereign Singularity Innocence voila; unheard-befores?