Quote from pinealcone on 06/17/2020, 8:34 AM

Our Insane World Collective destroys my Innocence, and since there is no Love without my Innocence, then I have proved to myself, that “There are no Corrupt Government Shame Victims without Codependent Self-hate Blame Projections”.

I have made it my Salvation business to Surrender every day about how I’m not the one Insane but the World is, so my Innocent Resurrection depends on my saying a big fat pregnant NO to Renounce this World Illusion making fun of Karma Abuse-addiction insanity in a Mortal-denial Fantasy-mirror. 

Enlightening Leverage Perks come with preventing Worldly insane Quantum Expectations for me to take the hit for being insane, when I was Innocent all along, and now I can stop trying to prove anything any more on this precise point of Innocent Love-again Inflection.

This Insane World transfers all it’s Collective Shame Blood-blame out onto each one of us, and my PTSD World-projected Pain bled all over everyone else, just like the World Money role-models for us to follow suit, so my Freedom-motive has been to stop blaming myself for anything any more, and come to this point of inflection to sit back and watch what any fight between Good and Evil does too, to the triple Shame-blame Insane-same Codependent-hate bloody World War Corrupt Government PTSD Victim Codependent Self-hate NBSD(Normalcy Bias Stress Disorder) Projection Narcissist-bully Spiritual-coward transference.

Our Insane Parents mean the World to children, and the meaner they punish children, just like our Corrupt government Parent role-models do, our Innocence goes right out the same Love-window to meet the Mafia demands to pay for our guilty protection slavery School_prison sodomy Buck Breaking Quantum Expectation World War Projection Psychosexual Miserable-marriage Execution Institution Statist Stasis Stress Disorder(SSSD) Batshit crazy World Demon-minion Insanity Cannibalism-initiation by Satanic Proxy.

The difference Perk between my need to stop fighting Evil as if I am Good, and how the Collective still loves to fight Evil in the name of “Assumed Good” is that as long as anyone fights Evil, they remain as Evil as the Evil hidden inside keeps fighting against our own lost Loving Innocence “Lost Good” as the first casualty of any War-hate; Love Truth. 

This little simple Truth of Love within Innocence-lost means that this point of inflection to, stop fighting the War between Good and Evil, and turn deeper within, than any regular Earth-scrapper tries to justify their “Good-role” as if the more we play it up “Good” the better we prove the Evil, only exists “OUT THERE” somewhere-projected, like all our Worldly Insane transference Planet-hate Codependent Family Karmic Abuse-addiction role-model Harm-drama Gender Sex Change-returns.

Now that Holy Spirit forgiveness miracles show me the World is me, and I am the World in deja vu vice versa, just like our Karma-addiction reveals to us, as I make amends for bleeding my PTSD/NBSD/SSSD Pain, all over everyone, my life long back-pain torture disappears and a couple of New Perks makes my path less traveled a pure Loving Innocence, without any need to project my personal “Good against Evil War” inside out onto this Universal World Projected right back insanity, where it belonged in the first of many Karmic Abuse-addiction Worldly Deaf “Dead Bury the Dead” Evil/Good/Bad/Ugly Guilty_Loveless Death_Lifetimes.

I experienced healing miracles with others, before I learned, as a healer I need to heal myself these last fourteen years of 65 book self-expressions, by revealing the Evil in the World, as my mirror-double image to forgive, as my Self-hate projections en masse. Yesterday was my first time to change my direction back to healing others with my work on-going now, as if I’m ready to Love Healing with Innocence again. I refuse to fight in any “Good against Evil motive”, and I will stop bleeding my PTSD/NBSD/SSSD Pain all over others too.