Monster-earth Mother-leverage Sex-con Child-sacrifice Family-bust Karma-wheel
OSHO International Membership Launch
B~Monster Mother Sex Child Family Karma is earth leverage con sacrifice bust wheel
O~Ex-father Bastard-child Mother-law Sex-leverage Earth-hate Karma-wheel Hobbit-habit
O~Perfect Storm Hurricane Tornado Earthquake Volcano Satanic Family Earth Genocide
M~Sex-slave Robot-efficient Marketplace-machinery Love-con Trauma-shame Patsy-blame
Ok HS Forgiveness Let’s see if this Nasty-con Human-frailty Guilt-ego Trip Disappears too?
As I meditated in a little space left in the woodshed for a rocking chair, and as I watered a lovely Red Maple sapling I planted last year, my Holy Spirit gratitude prayers went singing up by a springtime robin’s nest, just above my head. Six cord of two-year drying wood surrounded me quietly, as all Body-pain memories dissolved into my Inner Sanctuary on the first cool afternoon in months here.
What a Blessing we are together facing our Atonement with fear prayed courage, and the kind parallel wisdom of eternal Holy Spirit Sanctuary gratitude? Thank You for seeing me, and understanding my “Everyone is Everyone” Clarity of ONENESS rare Spiritual Sovereign Singularity Loyal Wonder-filled Holy Spirit Devotion ID Forgiveness-intention.
On my walk earlier it came to me that the next book #67 may be titled “Everyone Is Everyone”, in celebration of the true meaning of our Holy Spirit Forgiveness Devotion Inner Sanctuary Cosmic Universal Light Existence ID? “Everyone Is Everyone” has a nice ring to it, to replace our amoral ding a ling dong-dang jing Unsustainable Robot Marketplace Insanity Homeless-imprisonment fan-base Collective Ego-soulless Love-con Time-whore facade.
Maybe we are becoming Holy Spirit Whisperers dropping pineal-cone seeds of Truth for other *Tall Pines grooving in Tall Whispering Pine Portal groves altogether, right when we turn off the night lights, and close our eyes as we enter Sanctuary in timeless-reverie safe, and with the sound of Spirit, when we hear **“Welcome”?
Two Ideas keep rolling around near me, so here they are:
Ego Rides Four Dark Horses
The Root of Violence and Conflict
Hydrate you old raisin, jump off your four dark horses, sneak away out the back of the saloon, and give back the conscience you stole from the bank in the dusty ghost town where lives your ego. Jump off the four galloping dark horses, leave this dusty no-name town on foot, and jump into the water in the fountain of our soul. Stop being, always fear-thirsty from your anger/fear/pain/shame riders. Learn to say “You’re right, I’m Sorry” once again. Get off your lonely dusty road; you’ve been kidnapped right out of bed, and can’t remember to pray in all the excitement.
“God please help; I can’t co-operate with you; please stop these galloping horses! Ever spend a day riding these dark horses? When I feel in a slump, tired out of energy, chances are I’m angry and don’t know it. When I am bored and listless chances are I’m angry and don’t know it. When I’m depressed chances are I’m angry and don’t know it. When I’m lonely chances are I’m angry and don’t know it. When I’m scared chances are my ego may be inside gambling, horses tied at the bar in the dusty ghost town of my raisin mind, and the bank has been robbed of my conscience.”
Become a tiny cell, like a marble among other colorful marbles, and soften and get fluid and plump, like a grape. We can hydrate and become a fountain together in any shape the energy forms in the Toroidal flux lines of Universal Cosmic’s will. Inner Realm Interconnect in special intelligence and dance and flow in the magic of effervescence. We are for~every~where timeless, peaceful, and content in the living water cascading all around us-less. We become the water of Light Existence ID Crystalline will, and no Mortal vessel holds us in one shape.
We smile and slide close to each other with smooth cushioned resilient skin, that appears as Light to reflect our Life for each other. We are conscience, and have a conscience within consciousness as we bathe in the music, colors and Light of innocence emerging, growing, flowing and changing. We sprinkle around in the fountainhead of the souls of Immortal Love that we are, ever transforming in Flux-energy inside timelessness. We become becoming, glitter inside, and inspire each other in unborn infinity’s Living water, our tears, and Joy.
Hydrate you old dried outside ego-raisin mind, jump off your four dark horses, and sneak away out the back of the saloon, and give back the Conscience you stole from the bank in the dusty ghost town where lives our ego. Jump off the four galloping Dark horses; leave this dusty no-name town on foot, and jump into the water in the fountain of our Oversoul. Stop being always fear-thirsty from your anger/fear/pain/shame riders. Learn to say “You’re right, I’m Sorry” once again. Get off our Sex-slave lonely dusty road; you’ve been kidnapped right out of bed, and can’t remember to pray in all the excitement.
Red Raspberry Jewel
Soul foot pads stomp dancing vibration from new muse music creating tears and prayer in happy visualization
Sweet nectar from the glowing chamber of my lightening red raspberry heart jewel
Special sweet with humming bird zing plump red polyps send out orange stardust light vibration that glows in my expanding cave creation chamber
Glorious fountain bubbles and sprays rainbow love fluid capsules from my stirred fire of life sparkles, to reflect creation with you
Gifts abound, yes, enlightened gifts abound, as I become time’s music in this song of prayer, and I see my heart, and I taste sweet nectar in the belief I am the gift vibration of love chanting
I dive in the middle of my meditation blue pearl and swim in to meet our expanding rainbow fountain intention
I visualize tickly giggly writing and singing after forgiveness prayers with Holy Spirit, with wonderful friends that write and sing from their heart’s paradise
We imagine abundance in levels of wealth and new shared realms of infinite possibilities, to inspire and invite others to come in we are all welcome
Faces smile as masters, and drink only exotic liquids that add substance to our soul, and that special rhythm that makes two into Realize One
Wisdom sparkles in all the humor and warm favor in the most wordless, like live crystals humming in colors
Simultaneous fun at all levels comforts our soul and mind, and wonderment in guiltless faces appears inside this miracle paradise of Love masters laughing at tales of letting go
Red cheeks and twinkling eyes with serenity tell our, real story of love’s demeanor, and attract other like minded souls
*TALL TREES
Grandmother Pine Grandfather
We feel you at our cone shape core inside us
Your youth stands now below us
Our youth is now above us
We support and smile our wrap around newness
Shimmer and shine through our dark bark that protects us
The sunshine of our crown warms us
Our spirit rivers grow taller
No hollow tree can support tall children
So Grandmother Pine Grandfather love us
Stay young and keep our faith for all our children need inside us
The Spirit of becoming
Only other TALL TREES surround us
We share the light and dance together
Our cones sing and spread the seeds of truth
Of all other tall pines forever
**Hate Sex
I have a ‘friend’ who hated himself so badly that he used sex to punish and humiliate himself. He was disgusted with Toxic shame from sex abuse where he dissociated and splintered into alter personalities so he would not retain cognizance of his Mother and Grandmother tag teaming him. He kept having miserable sex partners that were, almost dead from hate and he was continually terrified that they would die just like his Granny did during sex with him. He was told that his hard penis was a horn of evil and was given tortuous and humiliating enemas to wash the Devil right out of him. His mother publicly humiliated and neutered him with a ball beating bat when she caught him and a girl friend naked at age five.
My friend realized that he hated women a year ago and was able to enjoy embracing his “fear of women” Mother-replication Truth for about three days, when his teacher of forgiveness gave him the choice that he could hate women, or love Holy Spirit. He has come to me frightened about this similar forgiveness choice and is, more frightened than usual about: Hate-sex or Love-forgiveness, because sex is insidiously associated with so many parts of his Mother-victim Hostage-mind. He is afraid of how deeply this time, that he will perceive changes in, so much of his experience, that he will “lose it” completely. Another friend has told him that whatever sort of bad feelings or disorientation that come up, that he may turn to Holy Spirit and “Everyone is Everyone” will help restore him in the power of lovingness in his new developing Nothingness mind.
My friend is more than curious about sex, without association with Toxic-shame and wants to get help about where sex may fit in a, more healthy human experience, if there is one? He really has, never been aware of good Role-models of sex in relationships; where the lovers don’t end up resenting each other and actively hating, or staying miserably together pretending to ‘eat the hard biscuit’, as it were. All of his ex-sex partners are women who were terribly sexually abused like him, but none of them want the relief of freedom, and Joy that comes from Peace, and forgiveness with Holy Spirit. I was thinking of suggesting, that he walk a mile in their shoes as women in his more kind imagination, and forgive them, and his maternal perpetrators, but we know of no other man who has done this, let alone embraced their, own hidden Social-norm Mother Marketplace Sex-abuse.
I would not, even pretend to be the ‘friend’ of this victim if I had not, just spent seven decades playing around in the part of this role where I may, just have gotten carried away by such bad ideas of myself. All I know, so far is that Holy Spirit has helped me to begin anew with confidence, and benevolence that comes from asking for help before, and unlike the outside World, HS has, never disappointed me ever. So many forgiveness-miracles have happened, as I forgive, and all I can hope for is that, even as the advanced lessons may seem, more difficult that my new mind of Delight, and Loyal Devotion is strong enough not to waver. Many things of this World may trigger my hatred of my sexual parts, and my self-hatred, so I want to share a lesson from last year about the metaphor of “Candy Monkey”, another name for “you know what”, that seemed my best friend in our Collective shame-base Mother/Child Ex-father Earth Monkey-business Mafia Family-divorce self-hate Earth Karma-return Stuck Narcissism-behavior.
Candy Monkey
I have been noticing, very negative feelings, more like negative introjects of thunder and lightening, very near to my near and dear; and as I keep on forgiving, all this seems to turn to faint sounds and lonely echoes. Two old itches that come with feeling the truth of my parents’ hate are the measles of wanting to tell stories about the Earth Harvest, and flapping crocodile tail sex eating deer at Earth-desert communication nosy Rhino-charging watering holes. This time I am able to observe, more of these Bully-incantations from a strong innocence without self-blame, and this morning I have the Authentic-presence, and innocence of Right Mind to, sincerely ask for help after forgiving.
We all have a version of the story of the monkey that reached through a small hole to grab a chocolate bar with a tight fist, and because he would not let go of the candy, he could not get his hand, or the candy, back through the hole. I have, always thought advice, just so far about this my-lesson “Let go monkey, of your fist and let go of the candy, so you can get your hand back”. Well this morning, soon after my experience of seeing Holy Spirit’s eye portal blink open and, all my negative feelings swirl around and go right through into Holy eye, along with even my body, I heard, “Welcome”. The next thing I heard was a concentrated version of letting go, and willingness as if they were one word together meaning Kind-will-at-the-gateway willingness and “let’s get going”.
I hear Holy Spirit laughing as I remember the picture of the monkey, not the fist holding the candy, but the whole candy monkey, swirling ‘into’ the Sanctuary Portal, as Spirit blinked Everyone’s eye open and said “Welcome”. I can verify from this experience, that the closer we get to Indweller-devotion, the more strenuous the journey seems to be, but that, more difficult perspective is from looking too far ahead and is itself, just more hopeless Hope-projection. Who would argue with Holy Spirit’s kind welcome of our monkey-mind of fear, what we are holding onto, and the sweetest parts of our shared dream? If you don’t have negative introjects from annihilation traumas, then you ought to come back and try one; then maybe you would have the ‘gift of desperation’ of intense letting go, and get to become a welcome candy monkey.
My old mind, sure thinks funny things about evil, and sex when I am hurting and scared, and now I know that’s when I need to meet Holy Spirit, and ask for a wink of Pineal-cone eye. I noticed that the eye was personal intimate blue as mine, and there was, no chance to hold onto an eye lash once everything in the whole wide World started swirling around like a vanilla/chocolate tornado. It seems like another message is that, no matter what we hold onto, we will get it, and more, if we let go and join it, and not Judge-hold it separate from us. What a surprise to go through the hole and become whole and One with the candy, and then not have one screwy thought of eating chocolate. It seems that is like not needing the keys to a car if we landed on a lovely lush island with fresh breezes. The best thing about this experience may be to know that we do not need a key when forgiveness is our island intention, and we remember we will hear, “Welcome”, when Singularity eye blinks us awake, aware, teachable, and Joy-of-learning open.