Our Precious One Heart
Everybody Loves Raymond Uses Active Listening - from Parent Effectiveness Training
I do, so welcome this new experience here with Era Of Light, even though this Authentic Guidance comforts me right now, I realize two dangers for me. First is how I will be able to deal with others that, really care, like never before in my lifeless addiction to abuse only, and second is how I will deal with others that are still, so used to lifeless addiction to Earth Mortal-needy Censure-abuse only, like always frightened me before.
What will I do if there is, no abuse to make me feel comfortable again, like right back in my Family of Fascist Origin. How much can one person disappear in favor of leaving others alone, like, never happened in all my former Earth-lifetimes fighting like Physical Hell, just to stay Spiritually dead? How far back in my Karma memory silo will reappear to be able to see myself again at new levels for me to forgive inside deeper, than I have, ever seen before?
What will I do if others Censuring, deny anything screwed up, so they refuse to care in this era of light proclamation? How many ways will I suffer, even more awareness to see how much we, all suffer in denial of Love for others, as our loveless-selves? Will my Karma silo cache fear of the past experiences co-create another opportunity to say NO to my abusive Mother Abuse-addiction again, when I let go of the comfort from many Earth Karma addiction lifetimes to abuse, and leave again, just to move onto another layer deeper lifetime-nuance earlier bubbling up again?
Deep inside me abides everyone, and everything, that ever was, is, and will be not, just on Mortal Earth, but in Universal Cosmic Light Existence, which is the Life-comfort, always within my every vital moment now. I think I, sort of married Holy Spirit forgiveness nurturing Devotion that, already is on automatic pilot, no matter what I discover here, but it, really would be pleasant to meet others kind enough to lovingly care, instead of more Saviors for me to, merely forgive. (In to me i see) intimacy is already a relief, just to come right out and self-disclose Who I am with this innocent Kind-vulnerability.
I am, so used to “The more Personal, the more Universal”, and look at me how much relief it provides me, and the Universe to David a pebble right in the Collective forehead of any possible fascist Goliath? My precious heart, and the Universal precious heart, Truly abides as “Our One Precious Heart”, so here we go, off and running to the races, if even one censures self-disclosure in the name of Slavery-silo mind-control Earth-psycho Narcissist-droll Parenting-fascism Memory-chances?
If I won’t Listen to others, as myself, then I can’t Listen inside in meditation, and it’s tons easier to hear spoken language outside, than trying to hear Intuitive silence inside the Pineal Portal access to the whole Universal Cosmic Light Existence Teaming Life in timeless/stillness reverie, so I define Immortal Love Aware free-energy as Listening with genuine regard, and affirming Delight Bonding mirror-double acceptance intimacy. I accept anyone in my life as Authentic Guidance from Holy Spirit Devotion(devoid of ego) to forgive, as myself so, please help me keep hearing the Whole Cosmos coming through any, and all of us Gestalt Sum-together here?