Quote from flazak on 11/12/2017, 1:10 PM

Shower thoughts = Thoughts you might have in the shower.

First, check out http://www.lawofone.info - I found this to be helpful, there are some things I am uncertain about or even disagree with but I believe it to be a legit insight into life beyond what we know of in our day-to-day lives, both out in the galaxy and inside your mind, in other dimensions.

Finding a balance is the most important thing, in all things, big or small, in or out. Figuring out why something is not balanced and how to balance it is important. The world as a whole has many weighing scales to be balanced, many pipes with pressures to be released peridodically, or perhaps rivers that become dammed or able to flow freely etc etc - the extremes or ends of the poles exist on the Earth fighting over the scales, hopping from one to the other etc

The nations of the Earth are, mostly, natural places made up of unique people native to that environment who grew together, this is natures way. Mixing and erasing this is not good. Scale nations up to planets, one planet per nation. Do you still try to mix them all up? No. Only if you desire conquest.

If you dont like these sayings within this thread just close the tab and go away.

*You dont have to read this!!* Lots of craziness within! You have been warned! This is my personal jotting down of thoughts that I have made public! Just in case someone needs to hear them to help them somehow on their journey but since we are all different or unique, the process for you will differ from my process.

I think you are better off starting at the end because at the end I have 'processed' and made a bit more sense of things and present a more balanced or 'sane' view. At the beginning I am focused very much on the 'negative' aspect because pizzagate etc was very fresh in my mind at that point and the pizzagate rabbit holes were very unpleasant and really sucked the life out of me. In addition, I was and still am still breaking through the latest crazy attempts at mind control from the evil hierarchy (forced 'diversity' etc, hive mind group think generated by false teachings, conspiracy coming from the weeds, the monster minds (Jayce)) and recovering from my own personal transgressions.

This is simply a compilation of thoughts and musings. I put this here in the backwaters of the internet so that no one finds it unless absolutely necessary because many many errors and simply incorrect or even stupid stuff is in here undoubtedly!! but this is written in reaction to learning of the various (unconfirmed) horrors discovered during my travels on the internet. I am a child of the internet like most people of my age 🙂 It's a fantastic thing, like the akashic records or something but it can be dangerous to look through when unsupervised, though if supervised you may never find what you want to find! It has brought us all together globally and given us all a voice. I am simply writing thoughts down, a form of release valve for my thoughts that may need to be heard but it is often difficult to discuss things like this with the 'normies' . We are/I am straightening ourselves out, clearing the blockages, un-tying the knots, smoothing the distortions. This has an effect on the whole as all trees and plants are  connected together by their roots and share the same source of energy, the sun and the nutrients from the Earth and our collective super conscious mind works similarly.

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Read the Law of One, Read about Jesus, the Israelites, Moses, Mohamed, Read The Kybalion. Read history, Egjpt, Greece, Rome, Dark age, The Enlightenment, Reformation. Watch the Matrix. Watch Stefan Molyneux, he has done lots of great work that took him much effort to debunk all the lies and errors pushed upon us. Watch the electric universe theory. Learn about the climate change lobby and the green lobby. Read history. Read about laws/freedoms, the US constitution, English laws and how they came to be. Contrast freedom and liberties with communism. If you haven't already done so (since the onset of adolescence/puberty) you need to go through at least 60-90 days of ceasing masturbation and subsequent to that learn to contain your seminal emissions, meaning imho you can play but try not to emit your seed. We must break the cycle. Moderation. Try to focus on feeling not fantasies of mind or porn imagery etc. [EDIT: I now try to think of it as a bad habit sort of like biting your nails or similar - its not the end of the world if you do it but try to control yourself! If single, consider it practice (training yourself to not emit, pelvic floor exercise etc) and a celebration of the feminine/masculine energy within yourself,  all in moderation, preferably you will eventually reach abstinance of some sort, or at least working toward it] This practice of retention, moderation and abstinence allows the secretion or 'chrism' to return from the lower self (the gonads) back to the higher self (Cerebrum) via the energy centres/glands in the body and then it illuminates the pineal/pituitary glands which opens the third eye. The physical eye even reconfigures itself to accept the full spectrum of light from the sun instead of the reduced spectrum prior to returning the chrism.

Watch Santos Bonacci on this and on the astrotheology that underpins religion. Watch Star Trek (Start with TNG, If you are autistic etc, you are the android, Data - you are still human!), Babylon 5, DS9 for some insights which worked for me personally but may not work for you. Truths are weaved into all works of fiction.

Notice how both B5 and The Matrix refer to 5 or 6 iterations of the 'Matrix' or the mind prison that is said to be mystery Babylon and is the method of 'mind control' that must reboot itself every so often in order to allow for the harvesting of our 'energy' - blood/organs/loosh/labour - whatever that form of energy is, by maintaining a system whereby those who choose the evil path are able to accomodate them.  Jordan Maxwell should also be watched. David Icke. Marijuana will open your mind if it needs opening but be careful with that, start very very small and remember that it can also do more harm than good, it depends on your personal circumstances. Don't fall into the trap of hating Jews or whatever group you think is responsible for whatever because I think things are far more complicated than allowing yourself to fall into that sort of stupidity. Evil is responsible for it via its manipulations and deceptions and good has only been able to work around it but perhaps it will become easier to work around it until it becomes effortless and they lose power. Ultimately it is down to you and its all within you.

EDIT: Thoughts at the beginning of this thread are different to what I think at the end of it. Never let yourselves get stuck or angry, try to balance with good logic! Keep an open mind I think  a closed mind is very bad for your spirit. Its an opposite thing, combine these opposites in peace and love rather than war and empower the good thought whilst dismissing the war thought as folly.

I wrote this stuff as a release valve for my musings/ponderings/thoughts and perhaps others will find this and it helps them realise something somehow. Not sure if I should have done it or not but here it is anyway, better out than in I think. The internet is a collective consciousness of all of us.

Some people are in a better position than you who are reading this to dispense justice in its many forms and they should feel empowered to do so without fear as long as they/you know they serve the good and desire good things rather than death/rape/exploitation/deception.

Don't pit right against left hand, it is better to recall they are both attached to the same body so imo perhaps we should just remember how to use them properly!! Don't be afraid of anything I write, I have not gone through and corrected things I have written yet, I may appear wrong, I may contradict myself. They are all points of view. If there is to be a 'union' of these two energies I think we have to consider other points of view even if they seem strange or wrong etc - this has had a hand in the creation of the present day moment.

I think that everything will resolve itself and you will be fine regardless (though if you are in a war zone or bad place these words are an insult to you, so stop the wars!) . Just be good! Look forward to all the world fixing every problem and participating in the creation of a golden age where the madness has ended and good has won. My mind was in many many different states when these words are written down but I always retain an overarching, infinite knowing that God is good and he loves you - yes there are some very very horrible people who have existed and in a relatively (relative to what? or whom?? when? how? who? why allow it? etc! If I knew I would say!) short space of time they will be gone and we can get on with doing good works in peace and without worry.

Don't think about death except to know of the existence of it as a concept, whatever happens, happens. Like everyone else you may die in an hour, tomorrow, next week, next year, next decade, it cannot be predicted and therefore its pointless to obsess over it whatever state you are in be it healthy, un-healthy, young, old except to think of it as a natural part of life, similar to going to sleep and waking up. Many die in their sleep, from their perspective they merely awoke elsewhere, I think there is only ever sleep and wake, consciousness and unconsciousness. Subjective perspective, internal perspective of a natural thing.

Life is a never ending mystery and will remain so if you allow it. It do not think it can be 'solved' and I think we are mistaken if we think we have it all worked out!!!! There is always a power above your ponderings and musings that cannot be manipulated, takes no sides and cannot be quantified in any way for our perspective is inadequate to understand it, we can only have faith in it and know it is 'there' or 'everywhere' etc 🙂 (We are inside the mind of the all and we cannot comprehend being outside of it, we cannot comprehend that perspective - we can try to imagine it, like a fractal or mandelbrot zoom, various infinite scales, but who made that etc, there is always something else)

We on the Earth are made to chase our own tails; problems are created that we have to clean up. They (evil and minions) control all sides and force us to write a script via world events that we react to (with violence, war) so that they can maintain their control of power. Mind Control, particularly of the young, by creating a 'new normal' for the children that is not questioned. The problems do not effect the cabal of controllers, they distract us from them. Squirrel! With time and patience things can be rectified peacefully by thinking logically and empowering that thought of good logic in whatever way you see fit. For example, you may react to learning of a world script for a world stage being written with horror and then acquire a thirst for the evil scriptwriters blood yet in doing so you become what the evil ones within that mixed group (good/bad mix) of people are (or what they used to be?! balance.) and with this thought you eventually end up at war and disaster for all. Good logic always overcomes bad but only through understanding it and some people can never understand because they are children and are kept that way either willingly or un-willingly, knowingly or un-knowingly. Not suggesting I understand it all but I feel I have begun to see a bigger picture.

Above all my thoughts are with those who fought in wars for the spirit of freedom and truth for the individual (my Grandparents and Great-Grandparents) and I hold a knowing that they desire nothing more than for the madness to stop and the aforementioned to never happen again, for a golden age that is easily achievable if only we would allow it. Those people who now look upon us (or through us) from wherever they are, are above nation vs nation squabbles because from their viewpoint they know exactly how these squabbles are caused and how simple it is to prevent them occurring ever again. They did not fight for this future.

Those aforementioned nations need to start working together for a common good of all humanity and enable the creation and empowerment of those who desire to preserve the true nature of our world in full transparency and truth and the dis-empowerment of those who desire or are preoccupied with sowing conflict, division, death, distractions etc whilst having the intelligence to ensure this cannot be open to the manipulations of the hidden evil cabal of organised crime and organised evil acts within a black market of money, drugs, people, children, wars etc...

Time goes both ways and is an ally. I believe the concept of it does not exist in other ways of being (law of one) and we must eventually understand this. We must take power/energy from those who desire to continue dividing indefinitely via deception (peacefully!) but ASAP (the other paths (war) go to ruin, blessed are the peacemakers, use good logic) and empower the good. Their acts will speak for themselves but they require context, times past are not the same as times present. 'it was a different time' is a very powerful saying with a lot of information within it, yet some people cannot understand it unless they are told or shown in a way that satisfies their mind, this takes many forms, one of which is words. If you depend on logic to understand something you need to 'download' the logic patch that has been denied you/us and let it sink in by balancing the feelings the download creates within you.

The words below are written from late 2017 onward. Things have moved on rapidly since then. In the good direction, despite perceived appearences to the contrary. Try not to worry too much as I did. Visualise an age of abundance because that is the truth, not manufactured lack, yet the way is via freedom for the individual rather than power being given away to people who knowingly or unknowingly (or unwittingly etc) represent communism and decepticons whist retaining the knowledge that we must empower the good to fix the mess in divine time (a saying I am annoyed with but it must be for good reason when you consider the situation). I wish, like all of you, that was tomorrow, but none of us know when and cannot know and this causes anxiety. Remember, god is good, and love us/you yet he works in mysterious ways that we cannot know or understand from our perspective. Balance is also key. Behave yourself.

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So it has been a hard journey lately but I am gradually figuring out what is going on. In true tl;dr fashion here are some tidbits I have learnt, I will no doubt omit many truths that I have learnt and I will obviously omit truths I have not learnt. I won't provide sources, but again I can always explain myself a little more if necessary 🙂 I might be incorrect here but if that is the case then so be it. I have been wrong more than I have been right so far that is for sure. Always keep an open mind and never be satisfied because as long as this charade con-tinues we have failed to find and divulge the truth.

Though these are apparent truths to me I have learnt that truth is hard to find! You must keep an open mind and never dismiss another opinion (they might be closer to the truth than you!) but if you wont even listen because it conflicts with your dogmatic views then you are closed minded and lost until you figure out a way to open your mind again.

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The Earth is not flat, it just appears flat when it is remade through your eyes. The Earth is very big. If you grow some wings and fly up you would eventually see it become a sphere.

We did go to the moon and there are many photos online that show this and our spherical Earth.

I would say that these first two points are not 100% true until I personally grow some wings and take a look 🙂 Until then they are beliefs, just incase there are methods of deception that I am not aware of.

We are already in heaven, Earth is a heaven. There is only heaven. Only when a world is enslaved by a devil does it become the way we see it now. A matrix is formed that prevents us remembering the truth about ourselves and it prevents us from realizing we are in heaven. We need to think outside the box, the box is the matrix shaped by education and media etc (mind controllers), unfolding the box and thinking outside of it creates the cross.

So the devil lives and is on Earth somewhere. He rules the Earth. He then deceives everyone under him. He/she/it/they demand(s) sacrifices and gets them. With this comes a great deal of power over others on Earth thanks to rituals/sex magic. This power also summons minions, seen and unseen that manipulate us in our daily lives if you attract their attention.

The creator gives his energy without hesitation and without conditions. This is the creative energy known as love (though words cannot do it justice). This energy is then grossly distorted to give Satan/Devil and his satanists/minions their power. This is done by keeping secrets. He promises to keep the secret as long as you also keep his secret, therefore if you participate you have sold your soul. Either participate and/or be deceived. Or rebel. To rebel would be to tell the truth and therefore you become marked for death for you risk blowing the lid off of the whole deception.

The truth is used against you if you rebel. Truth/wisdom is the highest form of currency here because some people know the truth but do not want it to come out because this means they can no longer indulge in their perversions.

Every so often we little people discover the truth that the devil rules the world and he/she/it flees and sets up his stall elsewhere where he/she/it can control the flow of truth to the people and continue the deception.

Now presumably this sacrificing was going on in Egypt and it was either hidden or out in the open. If not in Egypt it was done elsewhere. This is the seed of Satan and it is through his spawn that this continues throughout time because he/she/it teaches his children to become the next generation of satanists and since little children are god incarnate and are subject to the forgetting they will simply assume this is normal behaviour and when they become adults they justify it by the dogmatic beliefs they learnt in childhood, like everyone else! Therefore the satanists themselves are trapped, unable to divulge their secret and unable to stop their offending as it has become insatiable, perhaps they even need to 'feed' or else they die?

So WTF can the creator do? These satanists are actually the creator stuck in human form (same as us) but trapped because they cannot ask for help or stop without they themselves dying. So they carry on and the deception gets more and more complex and multi-leveled. They are a gross distortion but they are a part of creation nonetheless. They are still human. They have an absence of god, have forgotten him, hate him, reject him. God does not do evil things, entities who have cut themselves off from god do evil things.

This experience is the experience of choice, we are enslaved by our own free will because we are all one. The evil satanists still operating won't stop even if they could. They think they are god due to the power they have. Skeletor in 1987 Masters of the Universe personifies this. They take great glee in continuing this deception. We are the food in satanic heaven !

So this means Mother Earth is enslaved by the deceived 'energies' of Father sky that inhabit the spirit portion of our physical bodies. This distortion created by satanists feeds into our collective consciousness and prevents any one person from figuring it out without going insane!

So again, WTF can the creator do? Well it takes only one evil entity and their hierarchy of evil minions to cause chaos. The chaos created keeps the secret because the chaos is created by humanity itself. There are no divisions among humans, only levels of deception. So to single out one group over another is wrong. We are all wrong... and we are all right. If you personally ever kill, exploit or deceive another then perhaps you are deceived yourself? Does this mean you are to blame or satan?

[Very odd/controversial paragraph] There was a plan made to counter Satan that involved sacrifices. In sacrificing in a more official sense this levels the playing field ?!?!? Uncertain though. (Satanists derive great power through ritual via demonic entities to deceive). Sounds horrific! Desperate times call for desperate methods. Fight fire with fire. Now the evil satanists themselves will not stop but at an agreed upon time those who were initially chosen to fight satan will stop. Specifically this means that the chosen ones are able to stop what they are doing. Then when the age changes as it is now the evil satanists are revealed and disarmed. 2000 years is a long time but there are apparently rules about the duration of an age. EDIT: I am uncertain here. When I say 'plan' I refer to Moses and the Ark, maybe he was a witness to the Egyptian 'wickedness' in high places and the power derived from it. I don't know, I don't like this paragraph! I will leave it in though.

This means that when the satanists either no longer require to feed or no longer feel ashamed about what they have done the age is about to change and god can more directly intervene. Ultimately the evil satanists are devoid of god and the combination of Father sky & Mother Earth (man) needs to figure out how to heal this wound to our consciousness caused by evil satanists being planted amongst the crops of god. Satan as a concept is referring to the passage of time, so its not all bad, the bad ones are bad, we need to repair this concept and use it for good.

Ultimately it boils down to one simple truth. What you do today/now is all that matters. What you did yesterday is in the past. Its never too late to change, every day is a new start and the future can and will be wonderful as soon as we understand this truth that there is no time only the illusion of it.

Ok thats all for now, I have got to go but I will come back and post more. I encourage questions and counter arguments! It is difficult to put these subjects into words but I will try because maybe someone reading will understand what I am trying to say! I have missed so much out but I guess it will come to mind another time 😛