You sometimes feel quite alone on your earthly journey, and the separateness seems so real that, at times, you no longer feel connected with the whole: with the light within you; with that which transcends everything earthly and gives life to everything; with the creator, the creative source within you; with the light of your soul that is your soul’s deepest essence.
To feel this light more and more in your earthly life is your mission: what you are meant to do. This light that is in you is not something abstract or general, it is unique, it is your light. You are an individual being with your own colors, your own mosaic of brilliant tones, which are made up of a great many experiences on Earth and elsewhere.
Now imagine that you are that mosaic, that you perceive yourself as a three-dimensional field of every color of emotional content and wisdom. There is this light within you that contains all that, and your earthly body is just one expression of this field of vibrating light. You are much more than your present body. You are very old; you have been on Earth many times already, and you have worn many different bodies.
Take a moment to feel this light within your heart and let it descend through your spine all the way down to your root chakra. Imagine that within this field of light you do not see with your physical eyes, but with your inner eyes. You open your inner eyes, and you look at yourself and the field of energy around you, and you focus on the most luminous, most beautiful, colors. Feel the energy and the power and the wisdom of this field within you, and let it all become grounded into the Earth through your legs and feet.
It is your purpose on Earth to channel your inner light and to let it radiate outward. To connect with your unique inner light, and to let it flow outward through you into the world, is one and the same motion, one single movement. At the moment you feel called upon to open your channel and to follow your intuition, listen to your inner voice. You are being called upon to bring change into the world, into your environment, into daily life, because it is the deepest desire of your soul to express itself in matter. And it is precisely at this time that the soul wants to connect with the earthly reality and to flow into it.
However, there are very many people who clutch on to their light. Certainly, they have had glimpses of inspiration – a feeling, a gentle whisper – that nudges them onward. But when it comes to making a choice to share it with others, they remain standing on the edge. That threshold can become a blockage of resistance based on fear, because you have learned to keep things in, or to even tell yourself to be silent
When you actually do make a life decision to respond to that inner voice, to your intuition, to your channel, is when you are breaking through an old pattern of anxiety and fear that is older than this life itself, and you find yourself within a long history. As a soul, you are in a long-term evolution and you are working more and more to become yourself in circumstances that do not necessarily encourage or support that which is in you. It takes a lot of courage to be yourself in an environment that does not really support you or understands.
Listening to your intuition, to your soul, is therefore an act of bravery, of courage. The threshold or the resistance that you experience within you is something that has accumulated through multiple lives. However, at this time, the chance and opportunity is present to gradually let go of this accumulation so you will be free to express who you are. As long as you do not do so, as long as you hold back – in essence, repress it – you feel at some level trapped and unhappy. You feel like a bird that cannot fly or like a caterpillar that cannot emerge from its cocoon as a butterfly.
Meanwhile, you have amassed, through many lives, a wealth of riches in your heart. That wealth consists not only of knowledge, but also of compassion, emotional depth, understanding, and teaching abilities which now want to take form. Have faith in yourself. Put your trust in the fact that the right conditions are now present in order for you to blossom. Imagine that the inner light of which I spoke now moves to your hands and the tips of your fingers, to your legs and your feet. Allow it to flow outward.
There is safety, and things are now secure enough for you to do so. If you are still struggling with fears, they are, above all, fears from the past. It is necessary to begin by taking a small step forward, to more and more move away from the shadows of the past because only that will convince you of the safety and the possibility of letting your light now radiate. Let that light become concentrated in your throat. Feel the light flow through your throat, your center of communication, thereby creating a connection between your heart and your throat.
I now would like to say something about channeling in general. At this time, it is the intention that the act of channeling produces or expresses a heart-based consciousness. It is not about clairvoyance, not a way to predict or provide visions of the future. It is about expressing heart consciousness, giving voice to love through you as a channel. The throat is the middle between the crown chakra and the heart chakra. When you channel, you receive love from a higher dimension and this love and information that flows through your crown is then carried down and through your open heart. Only an open heart can communicate a higher vibration of love. Crown and heart flow together into your throat in order to be expressed, and that means you need to acknowledge the importance and preciousness of yourself as a channel.
When you channel, it is not about receiving spectacular images or the fact that you are a “clairvoyant”, in the old sense of the word. It is about you helping to put down a new consciousness onto Earth. You know that as a channel you are an essential part of the process and not just a neutral conduit. Your developed heart – developed through many lives by pain and joy – is the messenger. You are the equal of the teacher, or the one who gives you messages. Have awareness of your own dignity and see channeling as a process of collaboration.
The awareness that comes from a higher dimension to you helps you to see things in a broader perspective that is sometimes difficult to do from your earthly consciousness, and that is what the teacher or guide contributes when you channel. But you, when present from your heart, will receive this energy and information through your developed earthly consciousness, which is just as important as their established cosmic consciousness. It is precisely through the union of both that you give valuable information to others.
So, do not doubt yourself. Do not put the teacher or guide you channel above you, but see them as your equal partner. How you express the messages you receive through your heart is important. You, as an earthly receiver, and the guide, as a heavenly messenger, each have a unique perspective on life, but they are both of equal value. It is through the merging of both that you can touch the hearts of people, and you can also find courage, joy, and inspiration well up inside you.
Trust your developed heart, your own wisdom, and experience the joy of being connected. You are totally deserving of it; it is your natural state, so open yourself to that.
Thank you so much for your presence here.
Translation by Maria Baes and Frank Tehan
© Pamela Kribbe