Jeshua: Birth and Childhood

Beloved brothers and sisters of light.

My heart is filled with joy that there is so much energy of love within you. And this inner light shines more and more, so that it streams into the entire universe for us to see.

Today I give you an insight into the time around my birth, my childhood and the attitude towards life in my early years, in life as Jesus on earth.

My birth was prophesied and so my mother Mary knew from what power the fruit grew in her womb. And the stars pointed the way to us for the wise men to offer their praise.

This happened in the spring of the 4th year of your calendar.

My childhood was carefree and I breathed the healthy and loving environment of my parents. Although we were often out and about, I always had the feeling of absolute security and my trust in everything that IS solidified.

That’s how I grew up, my brothers were born and my sisters.

My first years were shaped by the feeling of love and having arrived on earth.

My parents were fully aware of their task and wherever it seemed necessary and possible they accompanied me in a wonderful way.

I was gradually informed of my duties.

Much was dictated by tradition, as I was of the house of David and that fact explained my taking the title of king. But there was still time until then.

It’s the year 12.

At that time our family was in Egypt, in Alexandria. My father worked in his profession as a “carpenter”. However, this name does not quite correspond, because at that time it meant doing the entire planning, from drawing to building a house.

During this time I was introduced to the Jewish community of Alexandria and it was a very nice time of learning and understanding. I spent whole days in the temple rooms reading the scriptures.

We lived in a small house and our family lacked for nothing. Everything was always there, for the physical well-being as well as for our spiritual growth was taken care of.

It was a sense of absolute intimacy with God that stayed with our family wherever we went. And my parents had this deep inner realization that they never cared.

The temple slowly became my home. I spent more and more time there, and the brothers in this church were open and I was able to put my questions to them.

My inner need to learn and to experience the knowledge of ultimate things grew.

During this time I also began to get in touch with my teachers. Through my intuition and the ability to hear “God’s voice”, I was able to gain an understanding very early on that amazed many people.

The interpretation of Scripture was a major topic in many discussions with the scribes.

I was able to practice this in Alexandria and gradually I gained comprehensive knowledge about our tasks and about life on earth.

When things calmed down in Jerusalem and seemed permanent, we returned and when I was twelve I was formally initiated into the temple there.

My acquired knowledge of Scripture and my way of presenting it surprised and amazed many.

Jerusalem’s Jewish community was faithful to the Scriptures, and the ease with which I spoke of them and my interpretations were not really welcome.

As our family grew, after Jacobus came Simon, after that came Judas, my path began to spread out before me. I often forgot about the “time” around me as I listened to God’s answers. The power of love began to expand within me and often it seemed as if I merged with the whole world.

“The freedom I bring is not of this world, yet it will redeem this world.”

I grew into this awareness. My everyday life was that of a boy in this area.

Helping the father at work to learn the craft, playing with the siblings, among other things we had a great ball game, somewhat similar to your football game, and there were often many young people who shared the joy of it.

Among them were many later companions, and during this time I also showed the ability to heal.

Wherever someone got hurt, I tried to give my healing power. I either put my hands on the painful area of the person concerned, or I concentrated and sent “beams of light” into the person’s energy field.

Years later, this ability gained great power, and wherever I was, a light power emanated from me, which transformed and healed people. And in those early years I tested that divine blessing.

My mother was busy looking after the family in those years, and her gentleness and love for all people was a source of pure knowledge for me, which showed itself in everyday life through her actions. For her there was neither good nor bad and any judgment was alien to her.

She never spoke badly of others, and her heart was full of kindness and mindfulness. My parents’ love was based on a deep inner understanding for their partner, and I often had the impression that this love grew over the years, because you could read in their eyes how close their hearts really were.

In this environment I was able to develop and the preparations for my assignment continued in 18 when I began to absorb the “pure teaching”.

Essen community

My reception in the Essen Church, outside of Jerusalem, was the “logical” continuation of my path of formation and growth. Of understanding and becoming.

During these years I gained the most essential skills and all the knowledge about the real reason for the existence of us humans on earth. Much was imparted to me by my brothers in Qumran, but I had received the essentials through my more and more opening channels of light.

My heart was unconditionally open and so I could fulfillingly connect with the world beyond ours. These were the years leading up to growing up, both physically and, above all, spiritually.

During this time we met frequently, because John was also a brother of the church, a little older and well advanced on his way to spreading the message of purity, righteousness, humility, clarity and devotion to God. We recognized each other as children, and though we didn’t see each other very often, there was a shared, still felt intimacy and understanding beyond words.

What connected us was devotion to God and knowledge of our assignments. And over those years, that realization solidified, about the importance of our birth in this part of the world. We often sat for hours on stones or under a shady tree, in the sand of the desert or in the courtyard of the temple.

We talked about Heavenly Father and how eternal return into unity is effected. But we spent most of the time in silence. Immersed in us and connected to the source that brought us here, brought us together and enlightened.

Finally the time had come and Johannes went out to unfold his mission all by himself. There was a great farewell party and the tears that were shed were mostly tears of joy. Because it was not goodbye forever and everyone knew that the mystery should be fulfilled.

And each felt a deep connection to his brothers, beyond any limitations that our bodies impose on us.

The years that followed made him widely known, for his keen mind and relentless devotion to truth did not go unnoticed. Meanwhile, I went through my “processes”, my awareness increased steadily, what was destined for me grew and I unfolded my divine consciousness.

My wanderings

Full of peace within me, I said goodbye to my brothers to embark on my “last” journey for the time being.

I went to Egypt, Syria to Greece. But this journey took me into my heart, into my inner being and I saw my eternal expression of love in the awareness of the all-oneness of all life.

While this was happening, I visited many villages and towns. I studied people and their behavior, their intentions and motivations. Her story was like an open book in front of me, I read her mind and I could see her feelings. My vision sharpened and the answers about the meaning of a human life were given to me.

Again and again I withdrew and often I was lost for days in conversation with my Father in heaven. With the heavenly messengers, the masters beyond the visible and with the brothers and sisters of my spiritual home.

During these years of wandering I finally turned to my comprehensive being and I fully accepted what was given to me. So I grew into the shoes that were measured for me, my family were now the people of the whole earth, all living beings and every consciousness in God’s creation.

When I returned to Jerusalem, I was different and yet I was who I always was: WHO I AM.

“… so I went into the water to John and my heart was filled with joy, I left my sandals on the shore and when the waters of the Jordan washed around me, a great peace spread around us and in the hearts of men .

Thus was sealed what was destined from eternity. The everlasting unity of man with God, the unity between heaven and earth.”

Beloved child of god,

we are all one and connected by the power of omnipresent love. Accept this fact and unfold your beauty. Only in this way can unity be experienced.

And truly, we are ALL one.
You are infinitely loved.


**Channel: Jahn J Kassl

**Translation to English by


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