You were never abandoned, never dragged down. And most certainly never forgotten by the higher realms, and by that which you call God. You simply chose to embark on a journey and play different roles in the illusory planes of creation. Now, after learning so much from these planes, you have arrived to the realization that it is no longer necessary for you to continue the games of the matrix, and you are writing the conclusion to your story in the Third Dimension, as you prepare to uplift into the realms of light. ~Kejraj