KISS MY ASS
Quote from Fanny on 09/18/2026, 8:57 AMI do appreciate KJ reactivating Forum, especially the INFINITE EXPRESSION, where we all can express ourselves infinitely. Although I wont be posting anymore of my paintings on EOL Forum, not because of reasons anyone thought they were. No further explanations needed.
However, I might as well use this very last painting post as a place where I verbalize my random or unrandom thoughts and feelings. Either way... NO NEED TO SCRUTINIZE, ANALYZE, JUDGE, DEBATING,ARGUING, PROJECTING, CRITICIZING ETC. In short.... JUST BE, because each of us doesnt live the life of any other's, undoubtedly with different nations, different cultures, different economic/social/political/education backgrounds etc, to list a few.
Raksha wrote in his comment recently, stating he doesnt know what enlightenment means. I asked myself: Hey narcissistic, self centered, sen qing bing bitch, do YOU know what enlightenment means?
I sat on my balcony eating my freshly baked orange cake ( yes, I bake one again coz it is easy to bake and delicious to eat with a glass of milk, on a balcony), contemplating the question. Obviously the answer is not 369. At least it didnt look like 369 between munching cake and a glass of milk.
What came to mind was a stream of movie where I roamed around SOHO, the central art scene in NYCity back then. It has moved to Chelsea area since then. Havent been to Chelsea, but SoHo during my time there, it was already deteriorating, unlively, flat vibes around, even with posh expensive stores, galleries, cafes, bars, restaurants lined up pactly anywhere one turns. Stores selling quirky artsy items etc, yet.... the atmosphere was dead.
Long ago SoHo I heard was a somewhat a slump neighborhood nobody wanted to live there except.... the artists, musicians, writers, playwrighters etc who were in need of cheap accommodation, and SoHo provided that. Soon it became a lively neighborhood, a unique lively one at that. So the corporates saw the GOLDEN opportunity, in walk they went with piles of money. They walked in, the lively individuals who made SoHo as SoHo walked out. RIP Soho....so to speak.
What that has anything to do with enlightenment? It simply shows me what it is..in a form of metaphor of farting.
Human farts, even a horse needs belly massaged to fart too. I called it normal bodily farting. When bodily fart happens, it gives out unpleasant odors and everyone around run for their lives to get away from the odor. Nonetheless, farting is enlightenment because it enlightens our stomach. Another kind of enlightenment is when our body, our presence are farting too.
Bodily farting drives people away because it stinks. Light farting when released or in many cases simply fart out light automatically, it ATTRACTS people in the surrounding like moth to fire.
Unfortunately tho the moths dont always ones seeking warmth and light, such was the case with SoHo. The situation became so dim, that the fire was repeatedly abused to light corporates-everything, they simply moved out one by one untill no fire left and SoHo RIP.
What is enlightenment? What is and what isnt an enlightenment?
To me.. and I like keeping things simple:
ENLIGHTENMENT IS FARTING. BODILY FARTING AND LIGHT FARTING.
REMEMBER: JUST BE.
I’m a bit sad that you won’t post more of your paintings — but I won’t ask why.
I greatly enjoyed your comment, though. I myself am very much opposed to tyrannical positivity: the whole “always be love and light and poetry” thing.
It reminds me of an anecdote. I was once at a friend’s place for some kind of party with a lot of tantric and New Age people. I got caught in a circle where everyone had to hold hands, introduce themselves, and say one word they wished for the weekend.
“Abundance.”
“Light.”
“Colors.”
“Friendship.”
“Light.”
“Love.”
And when my turn came, I said:
“Dick in the ass.”
I’m not especially vulgar or hardcore, but in that moment I felt the need to restore the balance a little — a bit like your example about “farting.”
Some people reproached me for it. Others came to thank me privately afterward.
Your sadness noted and thank you for not asking why. My reasoning often not everyone's cup of tea. To keep EOL world peace, wiser to keep it for myself.
"Dick in the ass."....hahaha that was funny! Many must have been in shock to hear that.
I had a friend who was older than me, his knowledge of everything is remarkable and he knows how to use it to impress others. I often disrupted his display of knowledge by asking him with something silly question out of the air : " Jim, where did I last keep my hair clips? ". He stopped in mid-sentence, then went on answering me without blinking: " In your ass." 😂 Another times I would ask him my other missing 'items', he would come up with many outrageous answers too.