KISS MY ASS
Maybe the problem is that I’m trying to construct sentences probably because I’m not a native English speaker and my English is terrible.
I understand everything people say and write well, maybe except for the Scottish accent 😀
But I’ve never used spoken English, so I can’t really think in that language either, if you know what I mean.
When I read, I have to translate the words in my head 😀
Anticipating your question Raksha, I’m from Poland, I bet you were going to ask that, right? 😀
Oh, you know me well. So there are Polish submarines secretly analyzing me, haha?
To answer your point, I have the same problem as you: I’m not a native speaker either. So I often run my replies through GPT.
Most of the time, I write them in English myself and just ask for a light correction of mistakes. When I struggle a bit more, I write in my native language and ask for a translation, though that’s rarer.
I try not to become dependent on it, and to do without it whenever I can. But honestly, it’s so convenient, and it prevents so many misunderstandings…
I have a very good memory, and I’ve been reading the comments under channeling's for a few years now.
You never know who’s watching, haha 😀
I haven’t been very active because I already had a lot to write about in the Polish communities of the so called “awakened” people, and there are really a lot of us in Poland.
Haha compression, decompression, accumulated meanings.... yup, gloriously flawed we are 🤭
I forgot I was boiling water for my coffee when replying here. Luckily my temporary mini stove ran out of gas 😂😂😂
Quote from Wujas on 09/15/2026, 5:33 PMI have a very good memory, and I’ve been reading the comments under channeling's for a few years now.
You never know who’s watching, haha
I haven’t been very active because I already had a lot to write about in the Polish communities of the so called “awakened” people, and there are really a lot of us in Poland.
I’m flattered that you’ve noticed me over the years.
By the way, I submitted a big article to KJ yesterday. Maybe it will come to pass — or maybe not.
And I remember you as well from years ago, even if you don’t speak much. But it’s true: you never really know who is watching, or what people are thinking.
For one negative comment under a message, there may be a hundred positive thoughts hidden in silence… or the opposite. Who knows?
I’m aware that most readers don’t comment. They still have their own thoughts and feelings all the same.
Quote from Fanny on 09/15/2026, 5:36 PMHaha compression, decompression, accumulated meanings.... yup, gloriously flawed we are
I forgot I was boiling water for my coffee when replying here. Luckily my temporary mini stove ran out of gas
For the intuitive type, boiling water tends to be reality’s emergency alarm.
Totally agree with your analysis, it is an emergency alarm for the intuitive, I need more coffee varieties. Luwak coffee is on my next week's grocery list.
Since I am unable to sleep, I'll blabber some more. Been thinking... INFINITE EXPRESSIONS is a category. So when we post something under this category, it is called a new topic. If, lets say I am posting a new painting WITHOUT opening or adding a new topic thread, and post it under previous/last topic, which in my case is KISS MY ASS, the new painting will be posted in the reply section. Isnt it kinda confusing, when the new painting isnt about KISS MY ASS anymore? And oh btw, I refuse to post my paintings under Michi33 "random topic's" thread. No offense, just a matter of principle on my side. One doesnt call other's thread as highschool chatroom group when one doesnt contribute anything after starting new thread.
I will continue sharing my paintings, not thru Forum, but thru my avatar. I reckon this will make everyone happy. I dont start a new thread talking about new paintings, you all (except Raksha and Wujas) dont need to read and talk in comment either, it is a peaceful world!
So... Raksha and Wujas, next painting will be shared thru my avatar.
Hehe...KISS MY ASS is indeed my last painting thread in Forum. 🫡
I do appreciate KJ reactivating Forum, especially the INFINITE EXPRESSION, where we all can express ourselves infinitely. Although I wont be posting anymore of my paintings on EOL Forum, not because of reasons anyone thought they were. No further explanations needed.
However, I might as well use this very last painting post as a place where I verbalize my random or unrandom thoughts and feelings. Either way... NO NEED TO SCRUTINIZE, ANALYZE, JUDGE, DEBATING,ARGUING, PROJECTING, CRITICIZING ETC. In short.... JUST BE, because each of us doesnt live the life of any other's, undoubtedly with different nations, different cultures, different economic/social/political/education backgrounds etc, to list a few.
Raksha wrote in his comment recently, stating he doesnt know what enlightenment means. I asked myself: Hey narcissistic, self centered, sen qing bing bitch, do YOU know what enlightenment means?
I sat on my balcony eating my freshly baked orange cake ( yes, I bake one again coz it is easy to bake and delicious to eat with a glass of milk, on a balcony), contemplating the question. Obviously the answer is not 369. At least it didnt look like 369 between munching cake and a glass of milk.
What came to mind was a stream of movie where I roamed around SOHO, the central art scene in NYCity back then. It has moved to Chelsea area since then. Havent been to Chelsea, but SoHo during my time there, it was already deteriorating, unlively, flat vibes around, even with posh expensive stores, galleries, cafes, bars, restaurants lined up pactly anywhere one turns. Stores selling quirky artsy items etc, yet.... the atmosphere was dead.
Long ago SoHo I heard was a somewhat a slump neighborhood nobody wanted to live there except.... the artists, musicians, writers, playwrighters etc who were in need of cheap accommodation, and SoHo provided that. Soon it became a lively neighborhood, a unique lively one at that. So the corporates saw the GOLDEN opportunity, in walk they went with piles of money. They walked in, the lively individuals who made SoHo as SoHo walked out. RIP Soho....so to speak.
What that has anything to do with enlightenment? It simply shows me what it is..in a form of metaphor of farting.
Human farts, even a horse needs belly massaged to fart too. I called it normal bodily farting. When bodily fart happens, it gives out unpleasant odors and everyone around run for their lives to get away from the odor. Nonetheless, farting is enlightenment because it enlightens our stomach. Another kind of enlightenment is when our body, our presence are farting too.
Bodily farting drives people away because it stinks. Light farting when released or in many cases simply fart out light automatically, it ATTRACTS people in the surrounding like moth to fire.
Unfortunately tho the moths dont always ones seeking warmth and light, such was the case with SoHo. The situation became so dim, that the fire was repeatedly abused to light corporates-everything, they simply moved out one by one untill no fire left and SoHo RIP.
What is enlightenment? What is and what isnt an enlightenment?
To me.. and I like keeping things simple:
ENLIGHTENMENT IS FARTING. BODILY FARTING AND LIGHT FARTING.
REMEMBER: JUST BE.
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"We are not in the process of correcting and fixing what has been; we’re in the EAP of evolving up and out of it altogether. We’ve reached the point in this grand EAP process where it now snowballs faster and faster and faster still. That means that, for a while longer, we’re going to be experiencing the human and nonhuman negativity fight back against evolution more visibly, more openly, more obviously than anything we’ve experienced before this point in the EAP.
“Waking up” isn’t for the weak or deluded. “Waking up” is difficult, traumatic, scary and plenty exhausting with blessed tinges of greater self-empowerment and energetic sovereignty mixed in here and there. And it only gets better the more Light (“waking up”, greater, higher consciousness) one embodies. It’s just that now the old resistant side is going to be pitching a mega and very public fit over mandatory evolution pushing against Them. This won’t be pretty or easy or make people feel safe and secure at times, but it is very much what major evolution feels and looks like, especially where Duality was the only game in universal town. It won’t always be like this but it’s going to for a while longer."
Quoting from Denise Le Fay's highheartlife dot com. Waking up indeed isnt for the weak or DELUDED. It is indeed difficult, painful, traumatic, scary, exhausting, at times dangerous... it is so that I prayed that my family would wake up slowly, so as not to go thru what I went thru.... physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually.
Why Denise came to my mind today, well... because she has been my teacher since my awakening more than 2 decades ago, and also... because James Mc Connell (?) mentioned higher heart and timelines in his latest article. Terms which Denise herself has used repeatedly in the past up to today. Somehow I feel comforted in an odd way, amidst my attempt to telepathically comforting a dog across the street. Apparently the dog was locked out in the garden, caged as well. The dog has been barking and crying for hours. Sad how human treated animals. Even when we are all experincing a faster compressed higher energy, it is unpleasant and unbearable at times, I know. But animals are going thru the same too. What excuse to lock out and cage a dog outside in garden when we all are already affected by this process??!
Everytime I telepathically comforting the dog, he stopped crying. But he needs his home inside the house.