You probably lack energy and enthusiasm for the activities that once felt as if they were the cornerstone of your life. Your disinterest in all but a limited amount of activity is far beyond what you expected when we announced that new energies were shifting your interior.
You are even frightened you might have something medically wrong. Something 3D society enhances by creating new fear ailments almost daily.
So it is you are entering the most active time of your calendar year with a lack of enthusiasm or interest. Simple and easy are your current inner directives.
You wonder who you are. For those pieces that created enthusiasm, no longer matter. And the few pieces interesting enough to get you off the couch are only so for short bursts of time.
The internal shifts you are now experiencing are similar to the maturity differences between a toddler and a teenager.
Your difficulty is existing in a 3D world surrounded by those beginning to shift, or somewhere between your achievements and those starting to shift. So it is you have friends and family questioning your lack of enthusiasm. While others no longer wish to be with you because you are so different.
Perhaps you were a giggler in 3D, but are now more serious or the opposite. It does not matter how your being is adapting. Just know you are not who you were yesterday and will be more estranged from October 2019, you, tomorrow. Minute by minute, you are sloughing off the 3D cells that held you on the tightrope between 3D and 5D.
Until recently, it was fairly common for you to adjust to either 3D or 5D as the need arose. You could work in an office filled with 3D beings and yet absorb 5D information at home.
You are discovering such dimensional shifts are no longer possible. Something quite frightening on many levels. For even though you are becoming a new entity, you continue to exist in a 3D world.
So it is you are displaying the new, the different, the unknown. All of which will become known in 2020.
You are the first complete 5D toe dippers in the New Earth waters of change.
Your new world feels uncomfortable, perhaps frightening, and so you might lash out (you think) at someone you like or love. Only to discover they did not realize you were doing so. Almost as if you have a cloak of secrecy surrounding you. What you believe to be your worst actions or words are not noticed by others – they continue to sense you of yesterday.
You are in the midst of a shift only possible, you thought, in science fiction materials. But then, many science-fiction concepts have become a reality. Such is so because when it is time for something to become a reality, those thoughts are communicated en masse. So some elect to write about or design those items, and others invent them. In the 1400s, Leonardo Da Vinci designed many imaginary pieces, including helicopters. For he could float in and out of thought clouds at will, as have others that society ignored or laughed at.
You are now living the science fiction you once read about. Becoming a new being in a new world. It is just that you, like Leonardo Da Vinci, are moving into place more rapidly than those following. And by so doing, you are finding that the 3D interests that once held your attention not that interesting. And 5D interests that will hold your attention, not yet available.
Perhaps you will better understand this time if you imagine this as an early teen stage in which you dream of dating but are not yet allowed to do so. Oh, the angst of that early teen stage! So it is now. You are no longer a 3D toddler, nor are you a full-fledged teenager. Such will occur in 2020.
Your physical, emotional, and spiritual bodies are merely preparing for that shift. Allow yourself to float in and out of exhaustion, interest, and activity. For others, not yet at this stage, will not notice the difference – any more than a toddler notices the shifts of their teenage sibling.
Suffice it for you to know you are in the midst of a significant transition that will reach fruition after the 12/21 energy burst. Shifting you from a 5D wannabe to a full-fledged 5D being.
Of course, we have long told you that you were of 5D. And so you were and are. The difference is that you are honing your 5D being from a rough cut diamond to a glittering stone with multi-faceted sparkles.
Each phase you complete allows you to sparkle more as has been true since you first entered your new 5D being. But this phase is the difference between night and day. Even though both are earth expressions, day time is so much brighter. So be it. Amen.
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