Each of us has only our own, strictly individual and unique scenario of transition to 5D. But some aspects are surprisingly similar. An example is the following excerpts from the first-hand account, sort of pace lap, a warm up the cars before starting into a new dimension. Maybe extracts from personal diary will help someone in a certain period of growth, when perhaps they need this particular experience for the final step…
“Oh, this is the beginning of the transition to a new density… For two years I dreamt to go to a desert island, and there was a constant feeling that life was being spent on the wrong things. All the criteria of happy life that are broadcasted – material security, a house, a wife, a bunch of kids, a car, vacations abroad, etc., became somehow meaningless.
I kept asking myself, “Why all this, if it’s going to end the same for everyone? Why are poor children born? To live their lives just as stupidly, solving trivial household issues and kick the bucket one day? That mood lasted a year. Then, it was another six months of searching. I started reading literature on the meaning of life and other things.
But being a self-sufficient and cautious person, I tried to read “obliquely”, just taking note, so as not to become a fanatic of a particular current. At this stage, I am familiar with many of the major esoteric schools and spiritual teachings. That is, I know who preaches what.
Gradually, on the basis of the info received, a general picture began to emerge. It turned out that all of these schools and teachings were saying the same thing, but in different forms. For another six months I didn’t even want to go outside. It felt as if I had been skinned, and any touch from the outside was very painful. I rode the subway and looked at people like a pack of restless monkeys. And I couldn’t understand, was it really that important for them to be picking at all their problems right now? Communicating with family and friends was becoming more and more difficult.
I simply put on a mask of the same restless monkey and played along with my interlocutors by inertia. At the same time, another person began to single out in me, another self that knew EVERYTHING. And why we were in this world, and how to go on living. I don’t want to return to all these thorns; I simply was getting overwhelmed. I remember well that day when I woke up with a feeling of complete acceptance of everything around me. Everything that had annoyed me before just became another color of the world. Colors can be different – darker, lighter, warmer, colder…
We have to try somehow to get stuck in the “here and now. We are thrown off balance by the past and the future. We are constantly worrying about doing something wrong in the past and scaring about doing something wrong in the future. There is NO past or future in our lives. One is long gone, the other is yet to come, and it is not clear what will even be there.
We live only in the present moment. We have to learn to fix it. Sit in front of the window and start looking at nature, people, and the sky. Find the contemplative in us. It will help to feel this state “here and now. This is about the same state that meditation brings us to. But I, for example, do not meditate on purpose. I don’t get out of this state, in fact, by stretching a subtle film over my life.
Immediately, my intuition is powerfully activated, because decisions begin to be made by the true self rather than the rational mind. The brain becomes capable of cramming in an enormous amount of information. And most importantly, I started to separate emotions from feelings. Feelings remain, but emotions go away.
There is a certain illusion that without emotions a person is a puppet, that they are the engine of both creativity and spirituality. But they are not. Feelings are the engine, and emotions, on the contrary, crush them and transform into ugly forms. When we take away the negative emotions, there’s plenty of time left for beautiful feelings, which we can reinforce with emotion, if we wish…
I often recall how the final countdown kicked off in me… Things that previously seemed meaningful become devalued. Survival ceases to be an issue. I become less and less concerned about how and what I will live on, and a deep sense that I will be cared for and not abandoned by someone above. Slowly, the past begins to be forgotten.
I still somehow communicate with people, including those who popped up from the past, but I saw nothing wrong with us having to part ways, since I personally no longer had a need to communicate. This also applied to many in my inner circle. But I was still afraid of offending the person and tolerated contacting them. Earlier, I used to spend hours harping on a others’ insults, repeating to self over and over what a bastard he or she was. But gradually I stop taking all the barbs in my face. But there was a feeling of helplessness, of not being able to change me.
People around me continued to live their petty domestic problems, worrying about things that are not worth such attention at all. My perplexity grew and grew. I was more and more aware that the reality around us is largely HAVENED by the collective mind. And since childhood, everyone is forced into the narrowest framework and imposed stereotypes of behavior.
Men close themselves off from the unknown, live in fear of it, and their reaction is: “I only believe what I can touch. Prove it to me”. But when we start proving, very often, it won’t change anything. And more than that, even if people already see with their eyes what does not fit in their consciousness, the latter will instantly put up a barrier, protection against the new, and many will run away from it, forgetting this moment as a horrible nightmare.
I was horrified to find that those around me seriously believe that this is real life! But I was already different. I began to distance myself from society, because communicating with people became very painful. They hurt me every time with their spiritual stupidity. I understood why in ancient times many enlightened ones left men, because could no longer live with them. But I tried to be stronger than the ancients, and it helped me enter the second stage…
There, I felt that I can break off the relationships that bounded my hands and feet. And some new qualities opened up in me that allowed disconnecting from people so that they were not offended. Everything came out very easily, as if fate itself divorced me from them, once I thought about to cutting ties.
I speeded up the process myself by changing my phone number and deleting myself from all social networks. I only gave my new number to people I wanted to give it to. I told my family and close friends, who began to notice that something wrong with me, that I love them all, but that I was going through a difficult period, and I have to leave my social circle for a few months, and that they should not be worried. At the same time I was ready that someone will be offended. And I accepted it.
It was also at this stage that fear finally gone away. Fear of loneliness, fear of material instability, fear of not being successful in this life, fear of not being understood. I began to sort of fall into a kind of stupor and remained in a state of emotional emptiness. If any issues arose, I looked at them in a detached way, as if it wasn’t mine to deal with.
For a few months I was watching the whirlwinds of society around me knotted up difficult situations, and they disintegrated on their own because I was no more emotionally invested in them, not fed them with my energy, and they gradually vanished. That’s how I accumulated inner force. A lot of thoughts came into my mind about life. And these were my thoughts and my discoveries. Sometimes doubts emerged: what if I am going the wrong way? But they quickly went away. I tried with all my might to go through this time with courage, dignity and not to react to anything, and then, very soon felt that moved to the third stage…
The first thing I sensed was how strong the energies passing through me were. In my presence, phones were discharged, light bulbs turned on by themselves or burned out and even exploded, computers hung up. My physical body also reacted, my throat hurt, corpus was “pricked with needles” in different places, headaches did not stop for many days. It was like a cold, but without its usual symptoms. At the level of the psyche, there were periodic, albeit short, depressions up to the point of unwillingness to live… And at the same time, amazing things were occurring: all difficult situations were resolved by themselves. My words, thoughts and visualizations became so powerful that I had to carefully control them so as not to harm myself or others…
The emptiness inside me was beginning to be filled. New people entered my life, and, moreover, I suddenly started again to accept everyone around me without annoyance, to take it easy that they have this kind of life. I grinned and bore the way they live, but began very gently, with half a hint, correct the behavior of those who were ready for it. They notice that all of my advices are working. And, oh my goodness, at last, they started to listen to me!
And I realized a very important thing. Helping or giving advice, we must not feel any emotions, but remain completely neutral and amicably indifferent. We can’t actively share and demonstrate sympathy, empathy, or compassion. Our heart should be calm at the moment of exposure to avoid hurting either self or a person.
If our consciousness has acquired a high sensitivity, it immediately reacts with everything it touches. And, firstly, we leave a part of ourselves, a part of our energy in this person, and secondly, we can draw in part of his energy, including emotions and diseases. Simply put, we can drag anything into our world from another person’s world. And as a rule, it is far from healthy, beautiful and pleasant. Therefore, we should also be more responsible and attentive, both to self and to other people…
Soon, I got a job that had long dreamed of, an opportunity to travel, to meet interesting people, to gain knowledge that was previously inaccessible…all the things I was afraid to think about before.
At the same time, I hadn’t a passionate desire for anything. Everything came in the form of gifts from fate. These gifts were pleasant, of course, but what made me happy was discovered Taste for Life. Before, I was like a doll, dragged along the rocks by a mountain stream, and my whole life consisted of dodging the next rock. Now I was thrown ashore, and could go where I wanted to go, on my own feet, at first, very tentatively, but then, faster and faster. I discovered the ability to process an enormous amount of information in a very short time. I began to understand things that previously seemed incomprehensible. New knowledge poured in me in tons…
I started to feel how vibrational frequency of the surrounding world has increased, and realized that I didn’t need to invent something special to raise my own frequencies to cope with it, forcing self to be kind or understanding. Our deep consciousness, openness and readiness will adjust itself to new vibes. And at the level of mind, at the level of thinking, we should just be honest and sincere, first of all, with selves. Look deep into ourselves consciously to understand which way we need to move now, and leave the rest to our subconscious, our inner mechanisms for tuning in. And everything will be fine.
What has been driving me all this time? Why, falling, did I get up and walk on, suffering pain and inconvenience, sometimes even with the absence of any desires for further movement? What moved me, why did I go ahead anyway? I couldn’t answer these questions. And then the answer came by itself: “You have always been driven by your path. Your path guided you, not letting you fall completely, stop or turn back, in an attempt to escape from the visible, in an attempt to forget, or, on the contrary, to keep what you would like to continue. Your path has always led you, and will lead you to the very end, until your last minute in this world.”…I’ll describe the fourth stage when enter it”…
That’s where the diary entries stopped… The transition has taken place, and notes for self were no longer needed… It is good, of course, to read or listen to people who have already entered other densities. But it cannot be taught. We can only take into account others’ experience, and adapt it to our personal needs. All techniques and practices are useful as a start to comprehend the new. We can get and achieve something SOLELY through our own efforts, highs and lows.
Jiddu Krishnamurti once said, “What you struggle with, you become.” Moreover, everything that appears and manifests in our world becomes a part of us, and we, in turn, become a part of this manifestation. Have we ever really thought about what exactly you bring into our world, or do we do it mechanically, obeying habit, public opinion, every second desires?
What we bring into ourselves, manifest for ourselves, will always affect us, our thinking, our perception, and attitude to anything. The appearance in our world of any object, any idea, any more or less stable thought, a recurring desire, will always change us, change our lives, our individual world. This that has appeared will begin to adjust our entire space to self, to look for correspondences in it, to attract similar to self.