Quote from titaniumlotus on 10/30/2017, 6:54 PM

In the spring of 2011, starting cycle 48, is when the illusion crashed, epic failure, done, kaput for this cat. It was at the end of 20+ years of researching the dark side of the matrix, without my consciously knowing where this would lead.

Spring 1969 cycle 5, I was positioned upon my mighty steed (tricycle) about to embark on a journey down the drive way. A moments pause created a thought out of the blue as I surveyed the landscape for possible obstacles. "why do we use money? If I had lots of money I would give it to everyone!"  The thought left as soon as it entered and I proceeded down the drive unharmed. This is but one thought that came back at a future date to be examined, hence my journey into the financial underworld, which in short, came the understanding that the game was rigged and not in favor of the many, let me say!

Winter 1968 cycle 4, I was awakened in the early a.m. and proceeded to my window to view the night sky. To my amazement, a flurry of lights in the starry sky and a thought entered my mind. "I wonder what everyone else is doing right now on their planets?" Again the thought soon passed, without answer only to resurface later in life. It manifested as an unquenchable thirst for knowledge in the field of UFO and Extraterrestrial visitations revealing the darks agenda, which was not in favor of the many, let me say!

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Fall 1972 cycle 8, It was a thanksgiving family gathering at grandma's, to which much food laid unbound for all to devour. Much fun for the grown ups as they played cards and shared wine and other drinks of merriment. A call to a back room from my aunt, then 16, was acknowledged forthwith. In short, a sexual awakening transpire for myself, at what I would deem to be far too young.  Encounters of this nature unfolded time and time again from others as well. These events activated a life time of consuming thoughts and explorations into human sexuality, which ultimately lead to the darks agenda. Again, ALL was not in favor for the many, let me say!

Summer 1974 cycle 10, THE MOVE, from my city of birth to my fathers small hometown was traumatic to say the least. A culture shock, for one, out of place for another. As previous culture was dominant first nations, I being Caucasian found that environment peaceful and caring for each other, so to speak. Now in an all Caucasian farm community, I found little love or respect for first nations, in fact this was my first intro into what is termed a reservation. An appalling situation IMO. Years later my inquiries into these injustices lead me to the dark agenda of divide to conquer, which is not in favor of the many, let me say!

Spring 1975, cycle 11, Relaxing on my bed listening to an 8 track tape of Nasareth-love hurts, my mind awash with, you guessed it, sexual fantasies. What soon followed was instant paralysis, WTF!!.... Oh thank god I can move again!  Unbeknownst to me, my first pre-flight check for an OBE. Many more events of that nature occurred, which later lead me too dear one Robert Monroe's books, to which I read 3. I decided NOT to venture forward with this activity as it was explained by dear Robert that these realms are controlled by though, meaning take no fear with you! Thought control...hmm. The darks agenda was unwavering with mind control tactics, which by the way is NOT in favor of the many, let me say!

 

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