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Hi Flazak, me again!  You know I felt a lot of fear about posting things as well, just emotions coming up of rejection, embarrassment and shame, like I was revealing something very honest and innocent in me fearing someone would come along and trample on it. But I did realize that all these thoughts were coming from my own self as old memories I guess or projections of my insecurities within.  I still have them as well!

I think this is why more people are not actively participating in the forum.  Well that coupled with being too busy with life's demands and it is enough to just find time to read all the posts let alone comment on them.

But I, like you seem to, love to share the philosophical viewpoints and perceptions that make one think about and feel the meaning within.

We are all on this journey to discovery and so I love your reflection of the island, because I myself have wanted so many times to be on one just to relax and breathe.  But really your description above I think describes well the illusion we are in as the holographic projections of the computer are totally in tune to and satisfying all our desires, wants and needs.

And as you described so aptly of where all this hedonism, muder and mayhem have led in our world today only because we are unconscious and our creations have run amok!!  Then we become addicted to the emotions constantly looking for satisfaction and pleasure outside of ourselves (like orgasmic candy) but the problem is the emotional high never lasts and we have to keep feeding the kitty because it is not self sustaining.

Once we have come to a conscious place of understanding where we have experienced these illusions and found the wisdom within them we can stand to witness the truth because we can see it so very plainly as imbalance and inharmonious to the nature of all things.

Much like we each have become immersed in our own hedonistic illusion that we have separated from each other and become islands unto ourselves with no perspective of the experiences of others or the consequences of total withdrawal from our society like walking zombies or totally dysfunctional behavior wreaking havok upon another.

So in the end god or our higher selves have said I will teach you the responsibility and wisdom of using your replicator properly to create heaven on earth.

This is ascension, we are finally being given access to the keys of the kingdom of heaven that lies within our DNA as responsible co-creators to use our replicators together in unity and harmony of purpose!!

And it can only be developed by raising our vibrations to a harmonious level which the light is amplifying but we must create the receptivity within to allow it to lift us to our higher expression and well developed character in both word and deed!!

Thanks for letting me share with you in love as a fellow human being who cares!!

Cheri

Hi Cheri hope your doing well 🙂 Thanks for sharing your thoughts as well. Only through sharing knowledge, insights and experiences can we all come to our own personal truth that matches up with the cosmic universal truth.

I just want to correct myself again, I mentioned that I don't want to be a hypocrite or appear to be on my 'high horse' therefore I need to start with myself 😀 I am in a state of flux until I can set my thoughts in stone, and that stone is the cosmic truth, one that allows for perpetual harmony or something like that.

It is through our personal experience that we piece things together, you can't be told what the matrix is Morpheus said 🙂

I said religion creates hypocrites because it makes us into liars. It is not religion that does that, it is ourselves as individuals because we want to portray ourselves as righteous to our brothers/sisters yet when we are behind closed doors we are not who we portray ourselves to be and I am guilty as charged here. The bible is actually an incredible compilation of our struggles against evil inside and outside of ourselves and I myself needed it and Jesus when I was in a bad way and contemplating suicide, which fortunately I did not go through with!! The trouble is that after you have utilised the wisdom of the bible it is possible to forget what it did for you! The issue is that this wisdom is exploited by some who desire power and privately are the very hypocrites who we try not to be.

Money is not the problem. It is simply a means of exchanging goods and services and it is a very efficient means of doing so, again people are the problem. Money is an expression of power and is currently backed by energy; oil or gold (you need to mine it) and other resources. Money is time, our labour, both individual and national. The issue becomes one of geopolitical games over trying to amass the resources that are required. We can fix this! Solar! Wind! Tidal! Geothermal! All are limitless and freely available but this means you remove yourself or your nation from the control matrix. Then there are the conspiracies about various energy innovations that are prevented from being used because it exposes a lie so big it cannot come out without causing mass unrest. Tesla and so on. Assuming someone who is wealthy and powerful must be evil is again not a good idea because of the good and evil being mixed up.

Being a sovereign is a very tough job. I think they might be aware of all the truth because their personal experience is designed to make the sovereign aware of it. This awareness is that of knowing of the good and evil that lurks within every individual and is manifested in the world by some people who manipulate our individual consciousness enmasse. The role of the sovereign then is to be aware of both sides, black and white, and be totally impartial to it, thus rising above it inside and outside but for a king or queen for example, they are presumably subjected to the worldly musings of both sides who are represented somehow in the royal court or something and speak for the two sides. One of the first things I thought upon awakening is "ZOMG the Queen probably knows all this and does nothing!" Well that is because the good and evil are on the inside of ourselves and it is not possible to know where everyone stands. Jesus became aware of the same things and look what he did. He became fearless and decided to tell the truth because that is what he knew was neccessary to assist people but he also knew he could only show you the way, not make you go down it. (You cannot be told what the matrix is) he was a new breed of human for a new age.

Therefore from an evil perspective it is neccessary to rid the world of Jesus's who come through or catch them (fisher of men) before they become aware of the whole truth incase they prematurely splurge the truth, or something like that, or raise an army before becoming wise enough to understand wtf is going on (revolution/communism etc Hitler is an example). If you rise above the battle individually there are still umpteen billion people who have not rose above the battle and are therefore subject to evil thoughts and become minions of the evil one who inhabits our heads because they can be manipulated.

I mentioned the island and the belief that due to being on an isolated island you may feel free to indulge in your desires, again I am guilty of this. The orgasms were achieved due to an addiction to pornography. The killing was achieved due to an addiction to video games where I kill and be killed and I ate/eat lots of junk food 🙂 These are all human issues that afflict all due to our mind being subject to good and evil thoughts, as if the well has been poisoned (by the evil one who won't stop?!) I did these things through naivety, I found the porn at a young age and naturally liked it but I didn't understand what it was doing to my mindset and I did not understand that just because I am on an isolated island and no one can see what I am up to that doesn't mean I should feel free to do it, I was simply doing what felt good without any thought as to the people I was watching on screen. Naturally I forgot that I myself am always watched and it took me a long time to realise that it was forgetting I was being watched over that led me to privately watching porn. I thought that I was only damaging myself and that is my choice because who cares about what I do? Well, I care! I forgot myself.

The reason I feel fear posting is because I am afraid I might be revealing too much and I am messing things up by doing so!

Hello Dear Flazak! Well I think it is great that you share your story because not only is this a safe place to do this because we are almost all very loving and supportive of each other in general, but also because your story is shared by millions who can totally relate to it in their own personal journey.   It gives people the strength to come to terms with their own inner demons so to speak.

In reality these are all just symptoms of our general boredom and dissatisfaction with life.  We are tired of all our natural bliss and energy wellspring being drained and dragged through the muck and mire of uninspired living and

Cheri

dysfunctional societal constructs and separation that keeps us searching outward for some kind of meaning and satisfaction just to get through it!  I mean life has lost its thrill due to the insanity of the elite draining us to work at meaningless jobs that don't inspire just to make enough to pay taxes and survive.  We have become a society that strives just to survive rather than thrive.

None of us are thriving because all the joy and creativity has gone out of living as we are all following the insanity of an endless search for material things and pleasures to fill our inner voids in this artificial construct that is counter to all the laws of nature.  This is the divine feminine energy missing from the planet.  We are all bored, unhappy and restless.

But finally we are tired of it, we are tired of creating drama of rape, war and brutality just to give us purpose and something to arouse us to find some meaning in this life.

All these addictions we have are just symptoms of the greater problem.  The only evil that exists is what we have subscribed to it through judgement of ourselves and others.  However, if these addictions cause infringement on the rights of others or inflict harm to others then you are going against the laws of nature in a free will system and this has then energetic consequences that must be rectified.

In essence I think we are trapped within the collective belief system and that is represented by Satan, Allah, Jehovah and all the other archetypes we have dreamed up to account for our own lack and unconscious behavior.

But this lifetime I believe is all about recognizing these ancestral patterns stored within our DNA that are coming up to heal for ascension.  So pat yourself on the back because you are clearing them because you have revealed them through your awareness of them!!

Addiction to a myriad of things is a hallmark of our entire lightworker community.  We are the ones who are so dissatisfied with life, most since birth being energy sensitive, feeling the patterns of dysfunction and exploring them to look for some meaning or simply to survive in this narrow bandwith of our dysfunctional societies.

For me it was an addiction to prescription pain medication for awhile.  Anything not to feel!  The things that started coming up for me I could not understand or put into perspective.  I could not overcome these feelings of restlessness and boredom. Then the 2 people I dearly loved died on me and I was overcome with anxiety and started having panic attacks that were horrific.  So I started taking anti-anxiety medication as well to avoid any feeling at all cost!!

Now like you are doing and we are all doing, we are looking back and seeing these as wake up calls to this dissatisfaction in our lifetimes.  Trying all sorts of illusions on the outside to find some meaning to life. It is the driving force of evolution that we have awoken to heed the call.

It is only when we remain trapped in these addictions or on total auto pilot, comfortably numb and unaware that something is terribly wrong that we are trapped forever in the illusion.

Cheri

So dear Flazak, feel no shame in your addictions.  We all had them as wake up calls.  There is no judgement except what we feel about it in our hearts and once we break out of the matrix of these unconscious behavior patterns, we see how self defeating and empty they are because they never sustain us.

In the end we are all looking for love and joy and meaning and this is the god source within.

We are on the road to recovery because we are aware and participating in ascension within our hearts.  We are the ones dissatisfied enough and brave enough to look at ourselves honestly and love ourselves enough to create a new path for our lives and allow others to wake up just by living our lives in the truth of discovery on our journey back to wholeness.

We are all so very lonely because there are so very few of us relative to the whole and we are purposely spread out all over the world to anchor in the light of our awareness.

Many of these patterns or addictions you have described you experienced to help come to awareness to clear for the collective.  You will come to know this as your service work to break the pattern upon the false matrix.  Once one breaks out it clears the energy for others to follow even unbeknownst to their unconscious selves.  Because energy is alive and it communicates.  Once we heal these patterns in ourselves it is revealed and can never be hidden again.

You are clearing a huge pattern for the male population dear Flazak.  Thank you so much for sharing with me.  There is such freedom in being honest and open because we are all beings of God and nothing is ever judged as right or wrong it is always about the journey of experience and what we do with our discoveries that matter.  That is why we came here this lifetime!!

I totally agree with you on this pious righteosness.  In reality we are meant to be fully creative, joyful and full of life experiences and the wisdom that they unveil.  If you have never been there, done that, how can you possibly understand enough to judge another which in truth is only a judgement of self.  Like you said it is not the material things that are evil they are merely tools of energy exchange.  It is us who determines what we do with these things and how we express them to support our truth and expression of who we are.  We are not here to be martyrs or saviors.  We are here to experience and learn.  But the energy has been conditioned to the negative polarity which we have supported in our unconscious states of awareness going along supporting them with all of our focus and energy.

So many things will be solved with free energy (I loved your mining analogy!!) plus desalinization techniques which will solve world hunger!

The days are numbered for these elite bankers and the monarchs and so called leaders promoting hatred and derision are over.  The monarchs have bred themselves into insestuous insanity trying to keep their bloodlines pure.  I can not imagine anything more hideous than this ILLUMINATI agenda trying to search for immortality and power through the creation of false gods and demons which constantly have to be fed energetically so they corrupt generation after generation.  What a hideous and fragmented way to live!  This is why I do not follow any religion or doctrine that asks me to give over my power to another to support a belief system that is dogmatic and full of shame and sacrifice and penance for man made sins ascribed to god.  I trust my soul and know my heart.  Did we really need 10 commandments?  Isn't this common sense?  Really!! What we give we recieve in life, it is almost as simple as that!!

With love to you Flazak in spirits and the joy of truths revealed and shared!!

Cheri

Hi Cheri! Just wanted to say thanks for your posts, I will reply more in depth later but I want to say thanks first 🙂

 

Just wanted to post two things (of many) that have been on my mind..

 

We can't say we are all one and exclude the Satanists (those who enslave us and pass on their tradition to the next generation) because they too are human and here now, that being said it's about time they were sent to the moon or something! 🙂 If you were born into a Satanist family and are indoctrinated into their methods as children you would become one so the fact they exist means we have to deal with them in our minds, hence the well being poisoned. The diseased root. The monster minds from Jayce and the wheeled warriors! We are all joined in our minds so the Satanists poison our minds with an evil so horrific that we cannot face it, but we must.

The Jews are always the scapegoats and get blamed but they are imho the counter balance to the church who seek to control us or herd us. (Good and evil are mixed in the church as well, the church does a lot of good!) The Bible doesn't help their cause, it needs updating to change 'Jews who say they are Jews but lie' to include all liars who seek to gain power and control, Jew, Christian, Muslim, Scientologist, whatever.

I was thinking about what harvest is, maybe a harvest is simply the harvest of experiences in which case our earth will offer a rich harvest! This would not have happened without the Satanists so we have to get used to that. It's all a game of chess. Well I choose not to play anymore, I just want game over and a new game where we enjoy the fruits of our society in peace and without worrying about what might or might not come next ! 🙂

Just a quick note to your recent post.  So funny how syncronistic things are getting with certain themes running through us all from within.  Shows how connected we really are!!  I was looking up Jayce and the Wheeled Warriors when you mentioned them in your post and saw they were fighting plant-based evil mind creatures which kind of floored me because right now with this etheric work I do as my mission in clearing the astral we are clearing the final remnants of the whole mind control agenda which has been insidiously implanted in our wheat (plant-based) to evoke all kinds of poisonous thoughts and lower vibrating emotion within!!  It is why the Eucharist is used in these Vatican controlled churches as a satanistic tool in the astral realms feeding these monstrous alters that we have created with our thoughts while being unwittingly duped into praying to a god outside ourselves and looking for a savior to protect us from our so called sins.  Meanwhile staring at a bloody body of Christ hanging behind the priest during mass while saying ritualistic prayers about eating the body and blood of christ.  It is cannabilism and all part of thier dark satanic agenda.

Like you said, we can't really blame the dark team as they are really following a very strong mind control agenda that they have willingly given thier soul alligence to (very sad really) unlike most of the people in these churches who are not aware that this ritual is feeding a monstrous lower astral presence or demon but through our unawareness it has been fed quite a rich diet with our unconscious compliance.

Now that being said, we are here to just awaken to all this surpressed knowledge as these programs clear from the grid and anchor the wisdom in our consciousness as enlightenment, not become combative or fighting against evil.  Or worse fighting against each other as all this is part of our attachment to the old dark grid and unconscious behavior.

Interesting to note we are clearing not only the deeply twisted parasitic thoughtforms represented by Allah and Satan but I am now hearing about the Zionists.  It appears the Vatican has all sides covered with the satanic agenda throughout all religions and zealous dogma.  Promoting constant wars of divide and conquer killing millions generation after generation accross the globe to feed the dark agenda which needs constant fuel to survive as it is an anti-life force that sucks everything in like a black hole and is not self generating and renewing like the light is when embodied within ones heart.

All so fascinating as we piece it together and the unknown becomes known through our connection to each other and the pieces of wisdom coming through us!!  Thank you once again for allowing me to share with you.  Warm regards!!

Cheri

Also (thank you for letting me share you shower thoughts hahahaha!! hope you don't mind 🙂

While the Queen of England and her entire monarchy as well as most royalty worldwide are known Satanists as they sold their souls long ago for power and money here in the physical.  It took so called magicians with esoteric knowledge of creation to sell out to the dark and create these alters in the astral and implanting the wheat to bind with our etheric emotional bodies to vibrate at these very low frequencies evoking all sorts of lower emotions and programmed behavior within.

The dark magicians that I have uncovered in my travels on the grid were Rockefeller #1 head of the snake (Who recently died at 108 which shows how the light is no longer supporting these dark magicians with vitality, longevity and etheric life force).  Both Clintons are dark magicians with esoteric knowledge to keep feeding the satanic life force in the astral realms, also Nostradaumus, Mussolini, Rasputin and Martin Luther.

It appears the Zionists are covered by the Rothschild family as they sold out for money and power too.

Well it is fascinating because it appears they had covered the entire globe throughout history. Although Hiltler and Stalin were performing total mind controled atrocities upon humanity in the physical.  It is the dark magicians Mussolini (Rome) and Rasputin (Russia) who created the nightmares on the grid.

Well just my sharing what I have learned as I would have never believed any of this had I not abruptly awakened to this mission 5 years ago.  All fascinating to watch it unravel.

I think the truth lies in that none of this has any power over us except what we willingly give to them with our belief systems and unconscious behavior of repeating history over and over!

Ok bye for now.  Hope I didn't offend you about the Sovereigns if you are British.  I am American and I am offended by the behavior of the Clintons wreaking havok all over the world.

Warm Regards again!

Cheri

All our worry is just old programs running through us that our cellular memories still resonate to from these old timelines throughout history.  All is incredibly well here and now but it is just playing out on the world stage for us to see the truth as it all unravels.

All this channeling of imaginary fighting with aliens and giving over our power to galatic federations and the endless quest for money revaluation and gold backed currencies, etc is all part of the team dark affecting us from the astral realm impulsing our emotions of fear, lack, survival and nuclear holocaust to provide food to the poor parasitic creatures that are finally being rehabilitated and released from the old mind control grids.

So be at peace within, stand in your truth and hold a vision for a world that works for everyone as our thoughts and emotions create.  We are the creators of our reality and we are all starting to connect now with a shared vision and seeing these old patterns dissolve from within us.

The other thing that stresses everybody out is the timing of everything, screaming in frustration about what is taking so long for everything to manifest thinking that some galactics are coming to save them and create a new republic and all kinds of crazy ideas once again just playing out their inner demons looking for saviors and running around feeling like the pawns in some heavenly chess game not realizing that we are creating this reality by conquering these fears and becoming whole within so that we will see the world from a whole different perspective of full conscious awareness.  Clearing all the traumatic emotions but never forgetting what has happened so it will never be created again.

With love!

PS: the creation of "time" as we know it was a false construct within the mind control grid.  Soon we will be stepping out of this imprisionment of our consciousness as it was all part of the reincarnation trapping system which was wiping out our memories and wisdom from previous lifetimes.

One thing to remember, our souls are eternal, everything is an experience that we are sharing a vision of which holds it in place.  Once we become aware and change our vision for the future we create this shared vision within and then it will begin to manifest outwardly.  But we do this in unity consciousness by connecting with each other in our hearts to create the new world free and clear of the lower dark vibrations and frequencies just by living our life one day at a time with love for every single one of us!

Cheri

Hi Cheri 😉

I used to watch Jayce and the Wheeled Warriors as a child. It does convey a message about what has happened to us on the inside, it is from 1980s. As all creative writing I guess it was channeled through the writer for our future benefit 🙂 All this stuff is from our religions ultimately both exoteric and esoteric. We as individual people then decide to reject or embrace it based on our experience. Best to do neither but use the wisdom contained within religion to better inform our decision making in the present moment by combining it with our individual and collective experiences over time.

The truth I feel is that whatever is contained in the Bible or the Koran or Torah etc are a part of us due to their effects on us as a group and their message is then merely twisted and turned into whatever benefits whomever wants power. I think in the end those in power and those who are not will need each other and will need to acknowledge each others strengths and weaknesses and in that coming together we merge the two extremes into a more peaceful existence.

Say what you will about Royalty but they too have shaped our consciousness and have been subject to both light and dark. If this game is perceived as a battle between inner and outer then there are only losers, there is always a place for both to meet in the middle and I think royalty offers that place whenever the time comes past/present/future. You cannot deny that in conducting themselves in the way they do, that is, showing people to act in peace toward one another in their personal experience, they set an example for all by the principle of as above so below. The issue are those who knowingly deceive others. Royalty can be deceived and so can you or I, so to blame them for everything is merely passing the buck from oneself (I am not suggesting you are doing this). We are all guilty and innocent, let us sit down and work things out because if not, if we react with anger, we will have learnt nothing. What worked 10,20,50,100,1000 years ago does not work today but it may have worked then. It's not wise to use the past against the present but better to use it as an asset that prevents us from making the same mistakes over and over. If they are parasites then all I want for them is to heal them and perhaps that is my reason for being. I hold the intent that in healing the inside the outside is also healed because the inside and outside are one and the same. I don't see them as parasites. At the worst they are deceived humans awaiting the antidote. How do we know they have not knowingly infected themselves in an attempt to cure everyone else? There are two sides to everything, again finding the common ground is the answer.

I firmly believe that the internet is the culmination of all we have learnt and all we continue to learn, it is another step to where we want to be. If you arrive somewhere and do not have the neccessary information to understand things you are going to run around like a headless chicken which is, perhaps, what we have been doing for eons, so keeping a cool head despite knowing what is happening allows us to understand, move on and create something better. The fact that it exists and is here now is testament to everyone who has ever died trying to create a better future for themselves and their brothers/sisters now and in the future.

I see what you say about Catholicism etc that they make you seek outside oneself for creation yet maybe it is that seeking that enables us to see the bigger picture of the world as an outer manifestation of all that is contained within ourselves but it is twisted in favour of those who desire power at the expense of others and this results in the rituals and idols etc that can be used in a negative/dark fashion to get into our mindset of the moment. I feel that there are people who know things but disclose these things as and when it becomes neccessary only for the betterment of themselves at the expense of others.

Yes I have read that time is the veil which means the moon and our tilt was a vital part of constructing its perception.

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