Refining The Authentic Self

auralayersTo heal, we must inquire on our true authentic nature and take steps to align our lifestyle to the circumstances where we can feel connection, acceptance and purpose, which leads us to experience greater peace and joy. It does not matter where we are right now, by being brave enough to really look at our current conditions and make assessments about where we are at, if we can accept what we see as it is, and continually focus on improving our higher qualities and attributes, we can overcome anything.

Finding the neutral point even when exposed to great chaos and pain, brings positive energies, which help us to generate energetic balance in our lives.  Finding inner energetic balance heals our body and heals our life, as this allows spiritual energy to be better circulated among our body parts and to evict out any obsolete or dark constructs. The key to balanced health and sanity is restoring energetic balance throughout all of the multidimensional body parts (physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual) of our consciousness. We can assess the level of balance we have when we honestly look at our behaviors and lifestyle. How much time do you spend in negative emotions like anxiety, feeling worried and unsafe in the world? Are you able to be peaceful and centered while in the center of the storm? No other person can do this for us, we have to be willing to learn how by dedicating personal effort to achieve this for ourselves.

Many of us want to place blame and responsibility on external objects or other people because it’s easier to do than take the time to get still, go within and source the painful feelings. But the truth remains that all conflicts start internally, in how our minds perceived what has happened. When we escape from reality, and refuse to face and resolve conflicts in our life, we are harming ourselves and undermining our self-discipline, which gives us the ability to overcome our weaknesses. The next time that you run into some kind of conflict in your life and feel resistance, look within first. It is not outside forces or people that make us necessarily feel something, it is our intrepretation through what we tell ourselves that creates our emotional landscape and perceptions. How can we bring more balance to our emotions and perceptions so that we have more clarity to face and resolve conflicts?

When we bring self-awareness towards how we can achieve energetic balance within ourselves and in our personal lives, we must consider that balance must occur within our own male and female energies. How well are we reconciled between the masculine principle of our mental body and the feminine principle of the emotional body inside ourselves and in our relationships? Are your mental and emotional bodies sending messages and communicating in ways that are primarily self-loving, self-accepting and harmonious?  The principles of energetic balance must include reconciling the conflicts that exist in the pairs of opposite, within the inner and outer worlds. To return to energetic balance we must understand that sacred marriage between the gender principles exists within every living thing, and cannot be ignored or rejected. If we discard, abuse or ignore the principles of energetic balance, we create more suffering for ourselves and

To stop the vicious cycle of feeding low self-esteem, power struggles and potentially the self-hatred that exists in the archetypes of the victim or the victimizer, we must find the courage and bravery to push through discomfort to restore energetic balance within ourselves. You have the personal power to overcome anything by changing the dynamic that exists within the self by restoring balance between the inner male and female. Digging deep for the personal strength, asking help from God-Christ spirit every day, to prevail no matter what the circumstances at hand. All positive change begins within the self.  As each of us begins to hold value for all of life, while developing our self-worth and self-love, we are empowered to become a positive force of spiritual transcendence that acts as an environmental harmonizer that restores energetic balance to many situations. Sometimes in order to restore balance in extremely imbalanced situations, we will encounter explosions and dramas that force us to transform out of that stagnant situation very quickly. Sometimes we may feel this problem we have in our circumstances is negative and terrible, yet it is based on the need to restore balance into our life when we have veered off course. Love is the force that ultimately restores balance and harmony to all things and we must be kind to ourselves and others as many stagnant situations are crumbling and falling apart in order to move forward in life more authentically.

This month, the intensity of the Solar activity will elevate our focus to continue to face and heal our emotional wounds, sacred wounds, ego wounds in order that we restore balance between our male and female energies. The sacred wound healing is most challenging for all human being’s on this earth and are all issues concerning sexuality and gender conflicts. The current bifurcation intensity will highlight our relationship to inner polarities that may exist out of balance with our gender and sexual belief systems. The sacred wound is ultimately facing the emotional healing of the split between our male and female or sexual energies, and when we can face our gender-sexual trauma by creating a safe container for those energies to be witnessed and dissolved safely, we can start to make some strong progress on unifying and healing these energetic imbalances.

Most humans are not aware we hold both masculine and feminine energies inside our Lightbody, and when we are out of balance with one or both genders, it will create a variety of energetic disturbances and potential destructive patterns leading to very unhappy and troubled relationships, as well as other burdens in our life circumstances. When we are out of balance with our inner male and female, we cannot create healthy, connected, loving and balanced intimate relationships with anyone. Self-acceptance and gender acceptance, going beyond our biological parental patterns, going beyond destructive relationship patterns we had in the past,  is very important as a foundation to begin to create fulfilling and loving relationships in all areas of your life.

These areas of defining all roles connected to the male and female and how they demonstrate as behaviors inside the self, as well as the harmful sexual patterns in the past, may need to be compassionately witnessed for energetic balancing, in order to clear painful obstacles to the next stage of spiritual growth. Ultimately, we will need to see that these are painful distortions that have been placed there by the NAA mind control agendas that we played out unconsciously. We will need to forgive our parental figures and those whom we may feel hurt us as children and adults that set us up for really unhappy relationships. Many of people have no idea of the actual pain and trauma they have caused others because they can only see from the filter of their own unhealed pain.  When we are brave enough to heal our pain and trauma, we stop the abusive cycles from happening again. These abusive agendas and unhealthy relationship models have no bearing on our self-worth or spiritual relationship with our true God Parent.

If you are facing sexual abuse trauma, it is important to do what you need to, and create a safe space for yourself where you can relax. Acknowledge that you are validated in all of your feelings and emotions, and that you did have a painful, tough and traumatic experience. It is important to acknowledge this happened and also find acceptance as it is, without feeling shame and guilt or taking the blame. It is not your fault, and reaffirm to yourself that this event was not your fault, you can see more clearly today and know that it is your job to unconditionally love and accept yourself. It takes time and experience to recognize our own emotional needs and develop appropriate boundaries and healthy behaviors for great relationships. We certainly have not had many positive role models to build trust and create fulfilling, loving and spiritually connected relationships. We have this opportunity right now, but the first step involves getting in touch with our deeper feelings and getting really honest about ourselves.

While journaling your experiences, it is easier to find truthful expression in the sexual trauma event and as well as exploring emotional conflicts by seeing the ways it had changed you as a person. This may be helpful to observe the larger patterns of what you have learned through these experiences. Be grateful to acknowledge what you have learned from these life experiences, and apply what you have learned in creating new relationships that do not have those painful patterns. Once you see the patterns operating in your thinking and feeling bodies, you have the power to resolve conflict inside yourself and you are free to move on to create something new. All of our consciousness memories and emotions, especially painful and traumatic emotions are stored within the body. Many times we need to find expression of pent up or suppressed feelings in the body by writing it out freely. This allows our higher consciousness to bear witness to the trauma from the perception of just observing the event.

This is a time to practice total relaxation and meditation, with the intention of bringing healing and restoring energetic balance into your bodily systems. During this phase, we will have extra consciousness power to address healing for emotional wounds and gender-sexual issues. Many survivors of sexual trauma experience a sense of hatred or disgust for their bodies subconsciously. Repeat affirmations of how much you love yourself and your body, focusing upon self-love and loving kindness in all ways possible. As you learn to create appropriate boundaries and grounded safety for yourself, a sense of liberation from these painful feelings of the past is possible.

Unconditional Love and Acceptance

It is positive to bring to your awareness that these anti-hierogamic union programs have existed to split apart our inner male and female energies on the earth. When we can identify what the male and female aspects actually are and how they are really designed to function harmoniously together, we seek to clear all separation and conflicts that exist in our own mental body and emotional body so they function together harmoniously. When we synthesize our mental and emotional body into harmonious patterns, this has a major impact on restoring balance and supporting male and female energies unifying. We have to recognize what we are dealing with on the earth, before we can be effective in clearing these reversal structures that are designed to keep males and females disconnected and feeling separate. How many truly loving, fulfilled, and harmonious couples that are driven in heart based spiritual purpose do you actually know? Why would this be threatening to the 3D control mechanism?  We will find more awareness directing us to clear these destructive programs from ourselves as we become more authentic. Improving our awareness to listen to the incredible wisdom of the body’s innate intelligence, will be a part of this. The body knows that your inner energies are both male and female, whether or not the conscious mind realizes that. This is why people suffer so much when they are out of balance in their body between the male and female energies. A person cannot exist unnaturally or in reverse to what is actually the design of their body’s creation, as when we live in disharmony with ourselves we suffer greatly.

For now as we go deeper to purge emotional wounds, and to make room for upcoming changes to refine our authentic nature, there may be issues stemming around the sexual misery programs and how that impacted our relationships. Be brave and observe what you are feeling. This is the time to truly unconditionally love your body, love all of your parts, love your sexual organs, and feel deep respect your body. We are moving into another octave, which will help us to transcend these lower belief system programs from exerting so much control over our minds, emotions and bodies. For those of us willing to see the truth, we can reach another level of freedom from the burdens of the past.

All issues related to our sexuality and our intimacy with ourselves and with our partner will be heightened in so we can find improved balance in our relationships. This is the time to be courageous. This healing is beginning as a necessary merge within us in so that we can connect with the Holy Father Principle and the Holy Mother principle to heal our gender principle and restore balance and

There are stages of spiritual marriage between the gender principles that are being highlighted for healing now, as well as being attacked by dark forces in order to maintain the split between the male-female. For these reasons some people may revisit or experience painful memories and feelings of past events when their sexual energies were violated. We may need to better understand the difference between anti-hierogamic sexual mind control programming rampant on the earth and the true highest purpose of our sexual energies and organs.  We are moving to experience conscious loving and the act of intercourse as the exchange of organic life force between partners centered in their heart, rather than their loins. Making love was designed as a spiritual tonic to circulate forces of love throughout our bodies, to heal, amplify and strengthen the life force and consciousness growth for both parties involved.

For those that may be going through great shifts in intimate relationships, these are affirmations to help seal your gender clearing process as a newly single person or within a couple:

I Accept the Male and Female within Me. I AM Perfect Balance.

I am in love with my Body. I am in love with my partner’s body.

I AM in Sacred Marriage. My Partner and I serve God’s plan together and share our Love with the World.

Until next stay in the luminosity of your Avatar heart path. Please be kind to yourself and each other.

Love, Lisa!


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