Many of you are confused by the emotions you are experiencing. At times, you even seem to react opposite of your emotional comfort zone. You are drifting from one unusual reaction to another – worried that your ‘normal’ demeanor has slipped away – trying to return to your expected self to little avail.
“Who am I?” has become your frightened cry, even though your new emotional reactions are erasing many of your past fears.
The unusual emotions you are experiencing now are part of your transition, but not necessarily you. If you were an actor, you would test many roles until discovering the roles that best match your personality whether Shakespearean or comedic. Likely discovering that even though you could perform all stage roles, not all roles were comfortable.
Your current emotional shift is on two levels. You are testing yourself because much of your pre-transition personality was developed for comfort in 3D society. In addition, your emotions are fluctuating rapidly for you are shifting your emotional repertoire to a standstill before selecting the emotional scale that best fits your personality in this new world.
If you were a 3D emotional caretaker, you might have adapted a happy and light personality to counter balance fears in your immediate world. And the same is true if you were frightened or angry much of the time.
So it is that you have adapted your persona to blend most easily in your world. Perhaps your family was so dysfunctional in 3D terms you felt the need to become the pinata of that dysfunction, or unnaturally cheerful, or pretending to yourself and others that there was nothing amiss with your family dynamics. Even though there were many other roles you played within your eons of 3D life, those three were likely most dominant.
You performed for society instead of acting on your true emotions. And so it continued lifetime after lifetime as you internalized more fear with more roles to counter those fears.
You are now reviewing the roles which were most beneficial in your various 3D earth lives – and those also in your new you comfort zone.
You might believe you would be most comfortable with ongoing sparkling joy and giggles, even though such is not necessarily true. As occurred in 3D, each of you will select the persona that best suits you. The difference is that your new role or persona will be based on your inner needs instead of outer dynamics.
Perhaps such a thought is confusing – even frightening. Does such a concept mean you will not be joyful? Not at all. Instead, that you might feel joy within as you invent an object – or choose to laugh a great deal every day. Which is little different from determining stage actor comfort roles.
You will finally be you – not a caricature of you as has been true in the past. And to discover that you, you are sifting through your false emotions of 3D and 5D or beyond.
So it is you will likely experience great emotional fluctuations the next few days as you find your true self – not the self you created as a result of your environment, but the self that is joy within your being.
Perhaps you have dreamed of becoming a giggly self as is true of some children – but not all. It would behoove you to observe the variety of personalities displayed by a group of toddlers. Some are giggly, some are sober as they learn a new activity, and others are enchanted with their current interest.
There are no shoulds in your 5D and beyond emotional demeanor. Just as there are no slots, you must fit in if you are going to interact with a specific group of people.
You are discovering your emotional comfort zone by clearing your slate of 3D and 5D or beyond expected emotions.
For you to expect that you will react in 5D or beyond as you once did in 3D is to not have thought through the logic of that concept. For your 3D emotions were based on your need to fit in, not necessarily your true self.
We venture to guess you have already discovered some roles hidden deep within you that do not feel comfortable now. So it is you are saying no to this or that reaction. At the same time, you might pine for a role that feels more comfortable as you read through your various new you scripts.
You are arriving at an emotional standstill – neither of 3D or of 5D or beyond. In a sense, as if you were between stage performances. The difference is that the role you finally select will be based on true you instead of social you. A role that will feel so right, you no longer need to worry about what to say or do in any situation for your reactions will be natural – just as a toddler’s reactions are natural until he or she is trained differently.
So it is you are flitting through emotion after emotion, surprising yourself and those around you – much as toddlers do before they are trained to perform according to the rules of their environment.
You are clearing, testing, and experimenting as you discover emotional new you. Allow that to be during the next few days for the energies floating about are different from what you have experienced.
Even though the current energies are love energies, they are dedicated emotional love energies so that from this time forward you can tap into roles that are you – not the roles of your neighbors, family, or co-workers – finding your comfort zone as you declare your emotional self-love. So be it. Amen.
» Source – Channel: Brenda Hoffman